Back to Reality...........

Back from Taiping is like back to Reality...

I love Taiping.. Love the people there, Love the food there, Love the life there... Everytime I go there also I wish I can stay for few more days... I think I love there and miss there more than my husband... hahahahahaha... lol

Mummy will go for Oncologist check up today... Hope everything is fine... *pray hard*

Had a bad dream last night, something not good about my baby... People said normally what happen in dream will not happen in reality.. I really do hope so... I hope and pray that my family always stay happily and healthy...

Totally cannot focus today... Cannot even blog in a proper sentence... Every sentence seems so disorder.. hahaha.. It's ok.. Not an essay competition, I just write what came across my mind..

Ok~ Got to work... Bye~

05 October 2012

Yes.. I'm back again after 5 years... Saw my last post was back in May 2010.. Time flies.. Now is already October 2012... Things changed, everyone changed..

I'm now married with Ng with a one-year-old son and also a 5 months old baby in my stomach.. Blissful... :) Everyone in gekhan gang married and have their own happy life... Blissful :) Yesterday went out with Sentosa Gang as Kok Huan is getting married on 20/10/12, he ajak us out at Hou Hou to give us his red bomb.. I'm very happy for him and I'm very grateful that I have them as my friends in my life.. Although we seldom meet up, but the relationship is still there.. Enjoyed outing with them.. Blissful :)

Mummy got stroke in 2010, diagnosed with Breast Cancer Stage 3 in June 2011, now doctor suspect the cancer has spread to bladder.. Buddha knows how heartache am I but I cannot show to her.. at least not to make her worry.. She is tough, she gone through all the tough moments in this 2 years.. I prayed to Buddha everyday to let her have a peaceful and healthy life... I really dont wish to see her tortured and suffered from this terrible sickness anymore.. I sincerely hope Buddha hears me.. I know HE hears me, I know HE is helping us and blessing us throughout all the tough moment... I have faith in HIM.. Please bless my mum... Amitabha... :)

Look back at my previous post, I really can see a big changes in me.. I don't simply unhappy over little things anymore.. I know how bad life can be... I don't want to waste my time feeling sad over little tiny things... I know I have learnt and I changed throughout all the ups and downs in these few years... All I hope is my family happy and healthy, the rest is really not that important... Nothing can be more important than your family... They are my life... Amitabha :)

Today is a day to remember, wonder when will be my next post again? This is going to be a blog that no one will read... I am the writer and I am the reader.... =p

初恋红豆冰

看了初恋红豆冰，自然的想到了自己的初恋。。

有人显得很不想提起自己的初恋，有人会觉得现在已经有伴侣的不应该在想起自己以前的恋人了。。其实我觉得很可笑，一段你曾经付出过的爱情，它就是你人生中其中一段回忆，可能曾经带给我很多的伤痛，可是当你真正放下了，都不会再有任何的排斥了，剩下的，就是一段回忆，甜甜的，酸酸的，可能结束的不开心，可是，真的，都忘记了。。

最近我有和他聊天，说真的，就像是普通朋友的聊天，他。。依然是那个他。。那个不适合我的他，可是，都无所谓了，就只是朋友，我还能要求些什么呢？又有时，和他聊天时，感觉就像以前和他聊天一样，不一样的，是我心里有另一个人，一个每当我想起他，便会自然的微笑的人。。

我的初恋，它让我知道什么人才是真正的适合自己。。它让我尝试到很多不同的情绪起伏。。

我的初恋，它让我成长。。

我的初恋。。还挺不赖的。。

自私的人

其实这个世界上每一个人都是自私的。。 差别只在这个人自私的程度到哪里。。我从不敢说我是个不自私的人，我并不是伟人。。

有些人自私，但他会逃不过良心的责备。。最终他可能会做回一些好事，作为报答或什么的。。我了他，人之常情。。

有些人自私，从不觉得自己有问题。。像是理所当然的，变本加厉，自私自利，越来越过分，像是大家都亏欠他的。。这种人我最讨厌。。这种人最受人唾弃。。

可是我们又能怎样呢？唯有继续的告诉自己：好人有好报。。

施比受，更有福

有人说。。当一个人非常在意及疼爱另一个人的时候，他会尽可能的不要麻烦他，不要让他为了他奔波。。所以只会叫另一些他不是很在意的人去帮他，有人肯尽心尽力的帮，自己和自己疼爱的人又不会麻烦，何乐而不为呢？

当然也会有例外的，他只相信你，所以才让你帮他办事。这种人会珍惜，会报答，会将别人所帮过自己的事情铭记在心，将来若有需要，他必定赴汤蹈火的帮，一样的不问回报的帮。。这种人，帮了也爽。。

可是往往第一种人比较多，也常让我遇上。。他们得寸进尺，越来越过分。。可是我们又能怎么样呢?

往好处想，我也常常这样安慰自己。。施比受，更有福。。这样想人就会比较不那么生气，生气又有什么用呢?

其实再想想，我们一直在埋怨别人自私自利，其实自己也不是一样在斤斤计较。。哈哈。。很矛盾吧！人就是这样，一样米养百种人。。没有人完全是坏，更没有人完全是好。。

可是至少我会检讨。有些人不会。。

好人一定有好报。。我们大家共勉之。。

人是很奇怪的动物。

人是很奇怪的动物。

人是很喜欢比较的动物。

有些人很见不得别人好。有些人很喜欢鸡蛋里挑骨头。有些人心思很细腻，他们知道什么话会伤人，什么话会让人难过，但他们没有好好利用这天赐的本领，他们扭曲了这个本领，越知道会伤人，他们越要做，越要说。。他们享受看着被伤的人脸上的难堪及尴尬。

这种人很可怕吧！不然。。 看看你身边的人，看看镜子里的你。。你是这种人吗？

人是个很有要求的动物。

他们很自以为的认为自己是每个人的榜样。只要有人和他们稍稍不同，他们就会鄙视他们，去取笑他们。他们不明白everyone brought up in different way, different family background.. 其实真正应该被鄙视的是他们本身。可是他们会明白这个道理吗？与其对别人有着这么离谱的要求，不如好好的要求自己，做好自己。

我希望有人能看见这篇文章，也希望自己能常常读回这篇文章，来提醒自己。。

大家共勉之~~

Gown Fitting 100310

~ Be cool, Be calm, Don't nervous and just smile... You are the most pretty today.. Congratulations! ~

It's just a simple msg but I really appreciate that... Thanks Thomas!! =) 有一种莫名的感动！一些简单的事情总会令我很感动。

I had a great time in gown fitting.. Enjoyed myself a lot by trying so many pretty gowns in 2 hours.. Haha... A very precious experience!! I'm looking forward to the photo shooting session..!! Hope it will be good one!! Hope for the BEST!!~~

Thanks to Honey and Mummy for accompany me during the gown fitting session, and Thanks to my SA - Maggie too!! She is really very nice and experience enough to give me valuable suggestions and advice... ^^

Took lots of photo during the gown fitting session!!! Will post it up when I got the time... hehehehe ^^

希望一切都能开心顺利~~