Wonderful Night

Ate porridge steamboat yesterday night with Ann, Annie, Thomas and Wei.... I personally don't really like the taste then they all taught me to pour some kicap sauce into the porridge as it will taste nicer.... I tried and ya, true.... The sauce really manage to 'cover' the weird taste of the porridge... But still, I don't like it.... Maybe only in that particular shop la... Maybe the porridge steamboat in other shops will taste nicer n yummier... Ha~

And the highlight of the night is the Joke Session.... We shared some jokes..... new one as well as the old one..... Still manage to make us laugh like anything tho we heard some of the joke before.... Maybe the way the person who telling the jokes is really funny.... Have you ever seen people who can laughed until cried when she is telling the joke n the main point is she hasn't even finish the joke??? We were all laughing not because of the joke but the way she laughed.... hahahaha..... Enjoyed..!!

Also, we planned to have a trip somewhere next year.... Not confirmed yet, still planning... But anyway, our Mr. Hock already started his thesis on it.... I think he'd already done his chapter 1 as he already had an overall idea of our trip.... He is at the stage of doing some research now.... Should be erm.... Chapter 2?? He is.... aggressive... haha~

Oh ya.... Teh called me when I was eating asking me whether want to go to Pasar Malam with him.... Then chat with him for a while.... He said his exam had just over..... Long time didn't catch up with them d..... Gonna find them out one day.... I believe Teh sure got lots of stories to share with us..... And surprisingly, even Ann and Wei also kinda miss him (or his story?) d... haha~

'Forced' Geng to go for doctor yesterday night after we yam cha-ed at Ajimal... She left her medicine at her office and she is going to on MC today..... So we forced her to go for doctor again so that she got medicine to take yesterday night and also today whole day.... She is having flu now... I told them that I'm healthy and I got good immune system.... Geng said I'm weird cos I'm healthy when the rest are sick and I'll sick when the rest are healthy.....

Reached home at 10 something..... Chit chat with mummy for a while..... I love her so-very-too much..... She is the BEST mummy in this world..... She is my life..... *Mmmuacksss*

Tired

Went for lunch with Thomas again... This time he came very early.... ha~ Went to Bank before we go for our yummy lunch..... Need to bank-in cheque from customer.... I thought I have to wait n queue til 'fat mou' but surprisingly, I just waited around 2 minutes for my turn and within 1 minute everything is done.... WOW..!! good good.... *Clapss*

Went to sushi king.... I ate chicken udon and Thomas ate Unagi rice... I think he don't really like it.... ha~ Chit chat with him.... Nice to chat with him... No Pressure Just Laughter.... He really won't fail to make me laugh like anything everytime I chat with him... Talk a lot about work n future n trip n etc..... Really a GREAT buddy of mine.... Then we shared sashimi, egg mayo and 'thomas's fav'..... Yummy..!! But it is really a costly lunch for us.... ha~

Ann called me telling me that she is on MC again.... Vomit+fever..... Poor gal..... Annie also sick d.... Fever+Sore Throat..... Yesterday went for doctor with her.... Think she will be on MC tomolo also..... My mummy also fever.... Went for doctor with her last week.... See.... This is to prove that I'm so STRONG..!! I got good immune system.... hahahahaha~ What a coincidence is Ann and Annie were sick just after they went jogging on Sunday evening..... Annie was like.... 'U see... How can I got the courage to go jogging again??' Haha~ The BEST excuse to escape herself from exercise in the future..... rite Geng?? *wink*

Tonight going out with them for dinner..... Sick but still want to come out for dinner.... I was like.... Both of you also sick wo... Still want to come out?? Then they were like.... Ok la... Can ma... Geng even telling me that she want to eat Bak Kut Teh..... She thought she is Tarzan or what??? Then I suddenly thought of what Thomas said before - 'Geng The Malau'.... hahaha~ Anyway, we will either go for Hou Hou or Porridge Steamboat... Still thinking.... Anyway... I kinda miss Ah Bo's 'lou shu fen'.... She asked me wat kind of mee I want to eat tonight then I told her I want to eat Lou Shu Fen, then she said ok, I will buy n cook tonight.... But then, I'm not going back for dinner.... I think she will 'lia gong' with me.... Ha~ Sorry ar Ah Bo.... =p

Everyone seems like not in the good mood these few days.... Including me.... *Tired*

p/s: Thanks ya Khai Ling...!! You take care too k..... *wink*

Problems

I think my bad mood is mainly because of migraine which attacked me for 2 days and also all the outstanding tasks I'd to face and also those blablabla..... Every little things/noise seems to be manage to make me feel real annoyed and frustrated. Just ARGH...!!!

My colleague said I gave too much pressure to myself d... I guess she is right as she is not the only one who said that to me... I dunno I just felt very frustrated when I felt that I didn't do good enough for certain task..... I will be very angry with myself tho nobody is blaming me or wat.... crazy huh.... I'm just not in the mood to talk to anyone now... Luckily nobody is in the office but if they're in also no difference.....

But, in the first place.... is that the real reason?? ha~

Anyway, it's true that you can always know who is your true friends when you're down.... They just want to try their best to cheer you up and comfort you... They will never force you to tell the reasons you feeling down..... By just a call and a sms really manage to make my day..... Who else they can be??? My gekhan buddies.... I know they trying their very best to cheer me up especially Thomas.... He tried real hard.... Thanks for the call n everything... Really feel much better after talk to you... U know ur jokes will never fail to at least brighten my day especially when I'm down.... Just remember that you're always important in our heart no matter what ok... We always appreciate everything that you did for us.... really.... u don't have to doubt about it.....

Also Ann, I didn't even tell her I'm not in a good mood.... Maybe she can sense it or what after our short conversation this afternoon.... Really a short one.... Maybe 1-2 minutes?? Received her sweet sms and comforting words just after we ended our conversation..... Thanks Ann....

Another problem again.... haih~ Gotta stop now....

Silence

I'm now in the feeling that I just want to be alone.... All I want is silence.... I just want to do my work quietly, arrange my data quietly, compile all the information quietly, settle our account problem quietly, chatting quietly, reading people's blog quietly, surfing around quietly..... Everything quietly.... Even the music I'm switching on now is just the piano version... Nobody is singing.... Just the rythme at a very soft volume.... I couldn't accept a little noise.... Not even a little disturbance..... I'd been torture my mind a lot and it's time to give it a rest.....

WONDERFUL dinner @ YUEN Steamboat

Yesterday was quite a busy day... I felt happy everytime I learn something new here... Working life is always the BEST stage for us to improve ourselves not only about our own job responsibility but also the right attitude we should have in our life..... This is something that we cannot learn so practically in our studying life..... Same goes to we cannot get the FUN we had during our studying life in our working life.... There're always gain and loss in life.... You really can learn a lot through some discussion and meeting... Observe and you'll always learn.... It can always inspires you some way... GREAT...!!

Went to YUEN Steamboat for dinner with Ann, Annie, Thomas and Wei Wei.... Me and Geng went there straight after work.... While waiting for Ann, Thomas and Wei to come, me and geng just keep on chit chatting and laughing.... It feels good when you just don't have to be have any specific topic to talk about, words will naturally jump out from your mouth when both of you sit together and then start laughing at some silly thing together.... *smile*

At last, we saw them came up (we're at upstair) with 2 plates of food in their hand... Maybe they are too gan cheong to eat?? haha~ Anyway... Just eat and grab and eat and grab and talk..... So Full~ Eat until 'wei lam' also come out d.... hahahahaha..... That is the evidence to show that I'm really very FULL..!! wahahahahaha.... But still, we go and take ice-cream, sago kuih and kopi agar-agar... I love them ALL...!!! My FAVOURITES..!!!!!! Start eating even when we're taking the ice-cream..... Laughed like anything that time.... Let's call it 'The Spoon Comedy'.... wahahahahaha.....

After eating, we just sit and rest and discussed about tonight's plan... As usual, talk a lot but still no outcome.... I believe we'll know it by today says.... 5pm?? hahaha... And I think Thomas will start asking at around 10am.....?? hahahahaha..... We only manage to come out something at the last minute.... Our style lo..... After we left YUEN, we went to do some 'survey'.... hahahahaha.... No outcome also.... haha.....

So sleepy...

New Staff

There's one NEW staff reporting to work today.... Quite a nice guy.... My responsibility is to brief him on the company's regulations, documentation, procedure, claims and blablabla those internal procedure.... Something like orientation..... First time briefing people... Quite gan cheong but yet EXCITED..!! I'd well prepared myself before this and so I think I did it quite well.... kekeke.... *wink*

BUT..!! One of my colleagues is leaving tomolo... Tomolo will be his last day... Kinda sad when he decided to resign.... Anyway.... good for him maybe.... Wish him all the best in his future undertakings.... People comes and goes.... Gotta used to it sometimes....

We thought of go for lunch with him today as a farewell but then my manager has a lunch appointment with the customer so we have to postpone it to maybe tomolo or next week... Before the farewell lunch had been cancelled, Thomas called and INVITE me to go for lunch... Then I told him I got farewell lunch with colleague so cannot go with him lo.... He said if I don't want go with him then I will have a farewell dinner with heng tai.... haha.... He is kidding la of course... Then after a while I told him my farewell lunch was cancelled so that means I can go for lunch with him.... And then my colleagues all decided to go to eat sushi.... I was like WOW SUSHI...!!! I LOVE IT..!! But then for our Mr. Hock, I sacrifice sushi for him lo... BUT you know what.... HE WAS SUPER LATE..... 30-45 minutes late man..... Hu~ Geng Geng also back to office d that time.... Should have ask her out also..... anyway.... went to A&W and I just keep on *ARGH* and *ARGHHHH* in the car.... haha~ It's ok la Ah Hock... *wink* (After that my colleagues told me they went to Asia Cafe instead of Sushi... I felt much better after that~ hahahaha~)

Tonite going to have dinner at YUEN... Wow..!! Long time din go there d.... Kinda miss the chicked wing.... Gotta grab and eat and laugh like nobody's business.... wahahahaha..... Can't wait for it..!!! My colleague recommended me to go to Shabu Shabu or another BBQ/Steamboat at Sri Kembangan... Maybe we can try it one day ok buddies???

Got to know one SUPER GOOD news from Kim.... U won't know my feeling when you told me that good news.... I'm just so happy for you.... CONGRATULATION..!! I recalled those days we went through all the hard times and now.... after the heavily rain... you'd found your rainbow.... Feel so GLAD and HAPPY for you... Wishing you and her happy forever, sweet forever and blissful forever..!! I know you surely will... *Big Smile To You*

Busy Busy Busy...~

Thoughts

we disect the conversation
wishing we knew the truth
later we regret
wishing in bliss for the ignorance
the chance when we could have
avoided the bitter truth
tasting sweet lies instead
how twisted we become
when love does not fill the void

Love

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

-neil gaiman-

Inner Thoughts

'I want to appreciate and treasure everything I have now'....

I have this strong feelings during and after my birthday party even until now and I believe this feeling will last for quite a long time and I really do hope this feeling will last forever.... My friend said feelings cannot be control.... Ya true, and people will never satisfied.... But really, thinking everything that my family and buddies did for my birthday really made me feel that I'm so stupid as I always feel sad and down over some little things last time as if my world will be forever grey.... I hope I can be more optimistic, at least not so pessimistic.... Really, you all not only gave me an unforgettable and wonderful birthday.... The feeling you all brings to me is definitely much much much more than that...!! I don't know why but I just felt very touched when Teh and Huan asked me not to be so pessimistic and have to be more positive towards every circumstances in life in the VCR.... They know me..!! Ya... I'm very easily feel touched over those little little things.... And same goes to I always laughed at those little little things then Geng and Wei will pei si me for that.... haha~

Chat with a friend of mine yesterday... He said I should look for guys who had already settle down everything, meaning financially/mentally/watever-ly stable.... Maybe.... Perhaps.... I don't know.... I don't really agree but I've to admit that it is true someway, somehow.... Lazy to talk about it cos I got lots to talk about if I really wanted to.... But I lazy.... I'm having problem in organising my thoughts and put it into a proper/clear sentence lately... People change, things change, everything/everyone has the possibility to change.... He is good now but is that mean he will be good in the future?? No one knows. That's why people said love is just like gambling.... There're always the chance as well as the risks... In short, nobody knows what will happened in the future and so, I've learnt not to think so much about it.... It will comes when it has to come, right?? Fate is always the MAGIC word...

And... I don't understand when ppl have all kind of reason when they want to break up with their bf/gf... You love him/her but you HAVE to leave him/her??? What is it that made you HAVE to leave him/her?? It is acceptable la if you have some reasonable reason says the person already have a family or like some unacceptable (I mean really unacceptable!!) attitude/behaviour of that person.... Other than that, you just don't love him/her anymore..... Stop bad-mouthing/back-stabbing about him/her just to prove to yourself/your friends that you're so innocent or so unwillingly but you HAVE to leave him/her.... They're already very pity so STOP 'pouring salt on their wound'....

Graduation Dinner

HeNou.... hahahahahha..... *wink*

Sunday night is our so-called Graduation Dinner among ourselves... hahaha.... Do we really need to go to the Graduation Dinner??? NO..!! We still can enjoyed ourselves a lot tho there're only 5 of us.... We did ENJOYED and We did had a GREAT GREAT time last night.... =D

Around 5pm we off to Fotorex to take our on-stage-photo.... Saw a cute little Indian gal inside the shop.... She is so so cute..... Never fear of strangers and she kept on shaking hand with each of us..... She is just so cute.... Felt like want to hug her la..... hehe....

After took our photo, we started to think where to have our dinner lo.... At first thought of Planet Hollywood then at last, we decided to go to Outback..... kekekeke..... We had a GREAT time there.... Me, Ann, Annie and Wei Wei ordered Alice (Alais? =p) Springs Chicken.... Thomas ordered Chicken on Barbie.... Then we ordered.... erm.... dunno-wat-wat-shrooms as appetizer.... Very YUMMY...!!!!!!!

While waiting for the food, we're seeing the photo we took during the Graduation Ceremony... What can I say about Ann's and Thomas's high efficiency to get the photo ready??? SUPERB man..... =) haha..... 'Lei Dei Hou Sai Lei Noh'

Chat a lot too.... Really love being together with them..... U know the feeling.... We can just talk whatever we want to say.... We can just do whatever we want to do.... We can just laugh like a GILA together..... We can just being stupid together..... I believe we're the noisiest table at Outback.... We just got too much to talk and too much to laugh about (which outsiders won't understand what are we talking about and also what is the fun point of the things we laughing at)..... Non-Stop..... Really non-stop..... It's a blessing to have you all as my buddies... It is really a blessing.... The feeeling is so GREAT.... I feel GREAT whenever I'm with you all.... Love you all so so so much...!!!!!!!

Let's start the 'N Game'..... Geng Geng going to get mad d.... hahahahaha......

Today's Mood

I'd a very serious mood-swing today.... Just felt not right with everything... Things never go smoothly today.... Argh..!!!!!!!!! Just Argh....!!!!!!!! I'd got so many AR to do, so many things to follow up and yes, I'm procrastinating again.... ARGH..!!!!!

Yesterday night, before sleep, I sms-ed with Geng Geng Geng.... Yes... We stayed next to each other.... Yes.... We just back from our dinner... Yes... We just met not long ago.... But YES, we still want to sms each other..... haha.... Part of our sms-conversation is as per below:

Yan: I can't sleep la... Dunno why....

Geng: Very noisy la the rain, HOU CHOU, too full is it?? Or think too much thats why can't sleep??? I only feel like duwan to work, everyday bai ga like last time so good hor...

Yan: Ya lo.... That time no worries no pressures no nothing... Just enjoy and talk and laugh among ourselves.... So happy la last time....

Geng: Yala, but it's just a fat mong, time will never turn back, haih, no choice, we have to use lady's choice, wat can we do now is fen gao then fat mong, really miss those days hor.... haih.....

Yan: Mou dak gan, chong leong yat ding yiu yong fan gan.... Shuin ba le.... Dan hai ngo zhong yi ar.....

Really missed those days a lot.... But the only thing we can do is to keep all our precious memories in our mind and heart and move ahead to where we should/have to go..... We cannot stucked at the past...... There're still a long long way to go.....

Again, this sms proves that Geng Geng can't miss a chance to gao xiu... haha~
Okok... Me too.... =p

Hu~

Our BIG Day - Graduation Ceremony

Our Graduation Ceremony last Saturday is GREAT..!!! At least our gang enjoyed ourselves a lot... *wink* Took lots and lots of photo.... We headed to PWTC on 7 something after our breakfast - 'pig stomach mee' at Leong Wai.... Miss that place so much... We used to have our breakfast there before we go to college last time.... Reached PWTC around erm... 8 something.... After the registration, we started to wear our gown on... Quite kelam kabut but FUNNY... hahahaha.... But I have to say that no other groups are as co-operate as us d.... We were like form ourselves in a circle then started to help each other to pin our gown, to wear the hats and so on.... We used 1 hour plus just to wear the gown and the hat.... Not an easy job ok.... hahahaha..... We just want to make sure we're in our best look for this once-in-a-lifetime graduation ceremony..... kekekekeke....

Then we have to sit according to the seat number given to us and wait for the ceremony to start... Thomas said I'm lucky to have him sitting beside me and also the PLAYFUL Dilip sitting in front of me.... I agreed cos I can't help but just keep on laughing when chatting with them.... Especially when Dilip comment on the 'GONG'... I laughed like anything.... And also that gila thomas.... He is the one who made me laughed until my hat loosen d.... hahahaha..... =p We're so excited when we see our face appeared in the big screen.... hahaha... And then after all the 'commenting' and 'laughing', it's OUR TURN to prepare to go up the stage to receive the scroll... Excited Excited...!!!!!

I'm very excited when the MC called my name and I walked towards the minister to receive the scroll.... The minister smiling at me and said 'Congratulation' then I smiled back at him and said 'Thank you'... Then we together looked towards the camera and 'chik clakkkk'.... haha... I have to describe it in detail.... This is another UNFORGETTALBLE MOMENT for me.... Wei Wei said my mummy was very excited and gan cheong when she saw me up at the stage receiving the scroll.... kekekekeke..... *sweet*

Another highlight for the ceremony is the speech given by a student from China who get First Class Honour in Business Management.... Her speech is very IMPRESSIVE.... You can feel that the whole hall was in silence and all were very concentrated on her speech..... I'm so impressed when she talked about how she strive in her life just to get a chance to further her education.... Very very impressed and touched.... And yes, she won 'tepukan yang meriah' from all of us when she finished her speech... What a tough gal~ And I remembered when she said 'Malaysia is truly Asia', Dilip was clapping his hand hard and said 'Amazing..!! I love this..!!' hahaha.... Cool huh.... *wink*

After the ceremony, we all were busy-ing taking photos.... with our flowers, with our scroll, with our beloved family... And also, we just kept on taking photo among ourselves with different kind of pose..... hehehehe.... Fun..!! =D We'd a GREAT time taking photos there....

Oh ya... 4 of us took our studio photo on Friday afternoon.... Fotorex wanted to put it as model during the graduation ceremony.... Something like advertisement like tat.... hahahaha.... *Proud Proud*..... We're just so MEANT TO BE.... Even outsider also can feel our passion and the bottomless friendship among each other and so, they chose to put our photo there... hahahaha.... *Time to Show Off*.... huahuahuahuahuahuahua.... =D

I LOVE THIS PHOTO A LOT...!!!!! WOW..!! JUST WOW..!!

Graduation Gown

Yesterday night went to collect our graduation gown with Thomas, Ann, Annie and Wei Wei..... We were too excited and we just kept on talking, chatting and laughing when we trying on our gown.... Kept on asking the girl there to teach us and ask for her opinion and everything.... She also laughed together with us.... Quite friendly the girl.... I think she can join our gang cos she understands what we're talking about as not many ppl can actually understand our language =p but Annie insists that the girl actually know nothing but pretend to understand us.... Haha....

Then went for dinner at dunno-what-what-Dessert.... 'Gold Pear'?? hahahahaha.... We took quite a long time to discuss what to eat and what to drink cos we thought of try something special..... But at last.... Black Pepper Chicken Chop and Ice Jasmine Tea.... That's our style la anyway... hahahaha.... Same thing, CHAT and LAUGHED a lot.... We really got lots and lots of topics to talk about and plus our own creative imagination.... Laughed too much and also too LOUD d..... Haha.... Had a GREAT time...!!!!!!

Today going to take photo in the studio and Tomorrow will be another BIG day for us.... Our GRADUATION CEREMONY..!! Gonna take lots and lots of photos...!!! Excited...!!!!!!!

Sweet Photo

My PINK Birthday Party...!!!!! Great Gang Join Together..!!! Love them lots...!! *muacks*

Love Them Lots..!!!!!

My First Post

Hello..!! This will be my very FIRST post in Blogspot...!!! Kinda excited..!! kekekekeke.... Darling Ann..!! Here I am to join you..... *wink*

But still, I missed my Xanga site a lot... Lots of my precious memories and inner thoughts were written there..... Gonna find out whether I can put all my previous Xanga posts in Blogspot's Archive.... Lots of tools and settings in Blogspot are yet to be find out.... Kinda complicated huh.... Nearly makes me and Ann yell in front of the PC d.... hahaha....

As I said before, November will be the MOST HAPPENING and HAPPY month for All Of Us... hehehehe.... Lots of events, activities and agenda.... hahaha.... *wink*


My HAPPIE 21st Birthday party @ My house.... My Forever Bottomless Gekhan Gang...!! Love them so so so muchie...!!! Had a wonderful and memorable birthday..... For full description of my birthday party, kindly refer to my Xanga Site... It is a LONG LONG one... Everyone complaining that it is too long d.... hahahahaha..... But it is interesting I believe as everyone manage and patient enough to finish it and some even read it over and over again.... hahahahaha..... Again, thanks so much for everything that you all did for me.... Words can't describe my appreciation to you all... Just LOVE YOU ALL so so so muchie....!!!! *Mmmmmuackkss*