Welcome 2006!!

WooooooooHoooooooo...!!! 1 more day to go and we will be saying goodbye to 2005 and step into the brand new year - 2006!!! Wow..!!! Time flies huh...

Honestly I do not know how to really describe my feelings towards the year 2005. How can we easily use a word or two to describe the past 365 days? That's impossible. I'd been gone through lots of ups and downs throughout the year. Thanks to the invention of Xanga and Blogspot, lots of great memories can be found here. Really can recall lots of things when I read through each of the entry which is blogged by myself. You may have different feelings now compared to how you really felt when you blogged that time, and you will see what you've really gone through all these while. The feeling is just indescribable and GREAT.

Let's have an overview throughout the year 2005. Quite a happening year I would say. Let's see whether I can make it into a short but yet, straight to the point list.

- The most torturing final exam and thesis at the beginning of the year.

- Enjoyed our life to the fullest by travelling around (especially to Genting for N times) and baiga-ing around as if we are all born in a millionaire or billionaire family =p

- Started to worry about our future, started looking for job, went for uncountable interviews, upset and frustrated when couldn't get the right job that we really like, but thats what everyone have to experience in life. Undeniable that we did learn and gain something here.

- Start working, Start complaining, Started to feel that there're lots more things for us to learn, not only about the knowledge of our work, but also the right attitude we should have when dealing with different kind of people. Long long way to go. =)

- Graduation Day. Most unforgettable event in our life I believe. Gown, Mortarboard, Scroll, Degree, Happiness and PROUD..!!! Officially marking an end to our studying life.. All the hardwork, pressures, worries, assignments, exams, etc... It is worth it after all!!! Miss those days a lot...

- 21st Birthday Celebration. Most memorable and the HAPPIEST moment in 2005. Thanks for the pink party. Thanks for all the surprises and presents. Thanks for the Fireworks!!!!! (Most Unforgettable and Touching Moment!!!) Thanks for the Touching +Funny Video. Thanks for the effort. Thanks for coming. Thanks for making my dream comes true. Thanks for everything. Thanks for your love. Love you all so so so much!! Muacks!!

- New Year Eve's Celebration tomolo. I'm sure it will be a GREAT and WONDERFUL one. =) Can't wait for it..... WoooooooHoooooooo..!!!

My wish list for 2006:

- I wish my family to have a blessing life throughout the year.
- I wish my gekhan gang will stay gekhan and happy together forever.
- I wish the ties between the sentosa buddies are always strong and closely connected.
- I wish to have good financial control. (Save more money and at the same time, have enough money to spend. =p)
- I wish all the wishes of my family and friends will be granted.
- I wish to live a simple and happy life.
- I wish to make more friends. I mean the sincere ones.
- I wish to be more independent and mature.
- I wish I can stop procrastinating and stop being lazy.
- I wish I can perform better in my job and at least get increment or promotion. =p
- I wish I can be a better person.
- I wish I can improve myself in my sense of direction. (which I doubt)
- I wish to always have enough sleep. (Important!)
- I wish I can hang out with my friends more, going to nice places with nice environment and of course, yummy food.
- I wish I can be happy always and be more optimistic.
- I wish I can find my better half. *blush*
- I wish I can be more tough.
- I wish I can take well care of my parents instead of getting them to worry about me.
- I wish I can be more outgoing.
- I wish I can forget those who should not be remembered.
- I wish all the bad people to stay away from me.
- I wish I can really leave all the bad memories behind and move on to the good ones which are waiting for me ahead.
- I wish for world peace. (Wow!)
- I wish I can able to let my family and buddies know how much I appreciate to have them in my life and I will always cherish and treasure them with all my heart.
- I wish everyone around me, including myself will be blessed with lots of love, joy, good health, wealth and happiness throughout the year.
- I wish all my spoken and unspoken wishes (good ones of course) will be granted!!

Wow..!! So much more to be listed out. Greedy me. =p

Anyway... Last but Not Least.....

WISH EVERYONE HAVE AN EXTRAORDINARY HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!!!! *smile*

Perhaps Love

Watched Perhaps Love yesterday night. Not bad I would say. Quite special. I mean, it was like musical drama + movie and the way they carry out the kind of complicated feelings of love towards each other, really good. At least it is able to win some of my tears. I dunno. Just felt that it is touching in some way. U know, they don't have much actors or actress in the movie, they didn't really talk much in the movie, but you can strongly feel the message they're trying to bring out. And the songs and the lyrics are the part that I like the most. Especially the song ' Perhaps Love' in the end enough for me to feel really touched. It's not the first time I listened to this song but to be appeared in this movie, in that scene, really, the feelings is different from you listened it from radio/CD/whatever. In short, my opinion, worth to watch. =)

Dinner at Sushi King. Ate Udon. My favourite. Then shopped around for a while. Makes me feel like wanted to go shopping one day. Whole day just for shopping!!! Wow!! That must be GREAT!! Haha~ Then go for Baskin Robbin. Wei and I were having a hard time to choose the flavour. I think we spent around half an hour just to choose the flavour. Haha!! Ice-cream!! My SUPER favourite!!! Wahahahahahahaha~ Yummy!! *laugh*

I once read a quote saying 'Friendship can turn into love but love into friendship - NEVER'. I always doubt about this. But I think I'm more to believe this quote now. Really, not easy. Love is all about sincerity and same goes to friendship. U'll know whether that person is sincere or not. You'll know. This is some kind of 'sense' that born together with you naturally. I wish I could have more friends, I mean the sincere ones. For those who are not sincere, the best thing we can do/say to them is - nothing. Stay away and do nothing. Sometimes, it is just not meant to be, not even friend.

The Wake Of My Recovery

When you came into my life,
you breathed a new passion into my soul.
You gave me a reason to face
and conquer each day with purpose, confidence.
You excited my heart and my need to love-
and I did love . . . you.
My world grew bright with all that was you
and my everything became you.
But with no warning or backward glance
you blackened my existence with your –

Beautiful lies

I felt I couldn't breathe without you.
You left me with no defense. No understanding.
Left to stumble and learn to live my life
alone, without your passion and "love. "
Time crawled when helping me to mend
my shattered soul.
Every step I made toward recovery filled
me with hate and distrust.

Bitterness.

Gone was the hope and faith. Replaced
hollowly by fear and rage.
In the wake of my recovery I left many
broken hearts. As you left mine.
After many horrid mistakes I slowly came to
realize what I should have known before.
The passion we shared, the love we had-
wasn't because of you.

It was because of me.

When with you, I wasn't myself.
And I fell.
With my new realization I began a true
recovery- discovery of the beauty within me.
Much time later I can smile at our good times
and leave the pain felt behind me.
I have blossomed into myself. I'm surrounded
by those that truly love me.
And with the pain you caused, you taught
me something else.

Self-worth.

I love myself.
And you don't deserve me.
Goodbye.

-Jayzee-

Unspoken Thought

There's a rainbow in my ceiling,
But you're not here to see it,
There's a song, our song, playing on my tape,
But you're not here to hear it.

There's a scar in my heart,
The size of the moon,
But you're not here to heal it,
There's a rapture in my stomach,
And it's calling your name,
But you're not here to fill it.

There's a smell in my room, of bodies in heat,
But you're not here to share it,
There's a hope in my life, that will not die,
And you're no longer here to spoil it.

There's a soul inside of me,
But you will not get to feel it,
There's a heart beating, pounding in my chest,
But I won't let you near it

Shining Friends

A little faith
Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourselve in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up
You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friendship be

It's Tuesday, It's darling's birthday

*Dang Dang Dang DANGGG..!!*

Happie Yippie Birthday to my Darling Pooh..!!! May you'll be blessed with lots of love, joy, good health, wealth and happiness FOREVER..!! I'll celebrate your every birthday with you... This is my promise to YOU..!!! Love you so so so muchie... Darlingship Forever ya..!!! Muackks Muackks..!! Enjoy your BIG day..!!

Friday night - Went for Kwang's birthday party... Happy to meet them up again as we've never meet each other for quite a long time, since my birthday party if I'm not mistaken... Wow.. More than one month..!! Thomas and Wei Wei joined us too... They are all GOOD friends now... hahahaha.... I just have to sit there and listened to Teh and Thomas enough for me to laugh like a crazy... And I really have to mention about the cake... It is NICE..!! YUMMY..!! =) Enjoyed tho the birthday gentleman don't have much time for us... haha =p Anyway Kwang, hope you really did enjoy yourselves to the fullest that night and also, hope you like the presents from us... *wink wink*

Didn't go anywhere for Christmas... Yes, I just stayed at home for my 3 days holiday... Eat, Sleep and Watch TV... WooooHoooo..!! Relax!! I'm lazy and I'm old.. Haha =p Feeling old since I start working.. Oh ya, family dinner on Sunday night... And we are all definitely not satisfied with the food and service there... One thing for sure, we will never go there again.. Never!!

Currently anticipating for New Year to come..!!! This weekend..!! This is the day that I'm waiting for...!! Can't wait for it..!!!!! YoooooooHooooooooooo..!!!

I LIKE her - Jennifer Aniston

Santa Claus Is Coming To Town

First of all, HAPPIE YIPPIE BIRTHDAY to Chiaw Kwang aka Mr. Jimmy aka my PAPA..!!! =p May he will be blessed with lots of love, joy, good health, wealth and happiness. May all his birthday wishes will be granted soonest the possible. Really hope he can enjoy his BIG DAY to the fullest. Tonight going to his birthday party. I'm sure it will be a marvellous one... hehe...

Maybe because of the holiday mood, I just don't have the mood to do my work. Yesterday went for kind of family reunion dinner at my popo's house. Seeing the photo my uncle and his family took during their trip to Korea. Wow..!! Travelling is happy huh. You can see the excitement on their face when they talked about their trip.. They really enjoyed themselves to the fullest.. Good Good..!! Haha... What a lovely and blissful family they are. And they are now started to plan for their CNY trip... Should be going with my auntie they all.

After that my uncle they all came to my house and we all talked about my graduation photos and also chatting some other stuffs... Just some normal talk but I really love this kind of feeling... I love the kind of relationship among my mummy and my uncle auntie they all... Just so good... Of course there'll be some disagreement once in a while but that definitely will do no harm to their tight relationship.. It is true to say that the ties among family members are always so closely connected no matter what... I remember once my MD asked me whether I want to have siblings if I'm given a choice... Of course I hope to have... It is always good to have siblings, I can really list down lots of pros to have siblings, but one of my friend once told me, you won't know until you really have it... Things might not be as good or as blissful as how you think.. He is right maybe.. So just appreciate what is given to us and cherish each of them to the fullest..

I hope Santa Claus really does exist in the real world... That will be GREAT I believe..!!

Merry Christmas to ALL..!!

*Sweet*

Went for lunch with my manager just now... Long time never go out for lunch as I used to bring or tapao my lunch to office as my colleagues always not in the office... And for this once in a blue moon I went, it's raining..!! Have to walk back to the office in rain... *COUGH COUGH* And when I come back to my desk, I saw Tau Fu Fa and fruits on my table... I was like... 'Why?? For me ar??' Then they said 'ya... for you'... I was like Surprised+Touched... They used to keep on asking me whether I took my lunch everytime they come back from customer side, they worried that I always don't want to eat cos they all had went out and I'm always alone in the office... I know they thought I'm not going out again today so they tapao something back for me... So nice and thoughtful of them rite... So SWEEEEEEEEETT....!! As I always say I can be easily touched over little things and I really felt touched and happie now......!! Thanks so much to them and now I'm enjoying my Tau Fu Fa la... Yummy..!! My heart feels much much much more SWEET than the Tau Fu Fa... haha~ *wink*

Tang Yuen Festival

Today is the Tang Yuen aka Dong Zhi Festival... It is a big festival for Chinese... I personally love this festival a lot because of the Tang Yuen... Tang Yuen is my super favourite dessert... Yummy..!! Love it Love it Love it... hehehehehe.... And I'm very good at making tang yuen!! The only dessert that I'm good at..... wahahahaha =p We will usually prepare the dough ourselves and then start to 'roll' it into little balls then my aunt will cook the 'syrup' and done is the Tang Yuen...!! Yummy Yummy..!! But too bad I couldn't help to prepare it for this year as I need to work and I have no more leave to take for this year already... =p Anyway... I'm gonna telan as much of tong yuen as possible when I go back later after work... huahuahua....

Christmas is coming...!!! I love christmas too... And I love christmas songs a lotzzz... I feel very happy and relax whenever I listen to Christmas songs and I'm listening to the CD with lots of good and nice christmas songs inside now (which is given by Thomas) Thanks ya Thomas..!! *muacks* hehe~ Jingle bell, Jingle bell, Jingle all the way.... Joy To The World... Let It Snow Let It Snow Let It Snow... hahahahaha~ Too high already...

Listening to christmas songs reminds me of last year when me and my mummy travelled to Japan... You can see lots of Christmas decoration and heard lots of Christmas songs everywhere such as those shopping malls, hotels, Universal Studio and DISNEYLAND although that time was only mid of November... You know the feeling when you walked and played around at UNIVERSAL STUDIO and you heard lots of joyful and cheerful christmas songs along... It is like adding sweetness into our happiness... You will smile to yourselves without even you yourselves realising it and you just feel very relax and happy... The feeling is just so indescribable GREAT..!! haha~ I LOVE JAPAN..!!!!!! *wink*

Yesterday went to yam cha at Sweet Deli Station... Annie, Ann, Wei, Thomas and Me myself... Before that we went to Parkson to choose Christmas presents for Thomas... We chose the present, we take it for wrapping at the other counter and at last the presents are actually for us..!! Thanks ya Thomas for the present..!! Sometimes it is not the present that counts but it is actually the effort and the 'heart' of that person to buy the present for you that counts..!! Haha~ Thank you very much anyway...

Last but not least, HAPPY TANG YUEN FESTIVAL to all of you..!! Enjoy your tang yuen and remember the message that actually brings out for this festival: Spend more time with your family..!! *wink*

*cough cough* and *tsk tsk* day

I found out that when I got lots of works to do I'll tend to do something else which is totally unrelated instead of get the job done fast... Argh..!! I'm lazy and I'm coughing and I'm procrastinating..!! I love my job la in some way as it is just all about time management... As long as I done my job in a reasonable period of time... Blogging wont waste much of my time rite... I just want to rest for a while... *Excuses* =p Went to buy the 'Green QQ Kuih' (my fav) just now and the uncle asked me which country I'm from.. He said I don't look like Malaysian... Er... Is it?? Haha~ Then he asked whether I'm sick, I nodded. It is obvious as I keep on *cough cough* and *tsk tsk*... And also some of my vendors and not to mention my colleagues, asking me why I sick for so long..?? Haha~ How I know... Ann called and said she remembered she heard someone said she got good antibody and she is sick now... Haha~ Was she referring to me?? Huahuahua... =p

Teh called and chit chat with me just now... You all know him.. He can just talk non-stop and I was just coughing and laughing listening to him... He seems to have lots of stories to share with... Something about his Genting Trip and work I think... But he said he don't want to talk much through phone as he wants to leave it till we meet face to face one day... Ya true, the story will be much more exciting by listening plus seeing his funny expression... He is really funny and he is someone very transparent at sincere... I mean he wont fake things around and that is the thing that I really like and respect about him.... He is just himself... This is something good and blessed about our friendship... We don't meet often but we wont be kekok when we meet... We still can talk, chat and laugh non-stop... And Kelly, didn't contact with her for quite long d... Kinda miss her... *wink* I appreciate and treasure them a lot... Really...

I actually got lots more to talk about but I really gotta settle my work first so that I can off early... huahuahuahua =p I'm sleepy... Will write more tomolo if I got the mood... hehe... Ann going off to Singapore tomolo morning... She is going to celebrate her birthday and christmas there with her family and her dear... So gooooooood~

So... HAPPIE YIPPIE HOLIDAY to my darling Pooh Pooh... Wish you can enjoy your holiday to the FULLEST..!! And we gonna miss you lots here... hehe... *Muackss and Hugsss*

The GREAT gang EVER

Sick Cat

*cough cough*

Non-stop coughing... I'm spreading virus to everyone in the office... haha... I told them it is time to test their immune system... =p Talked about immune system, I once told the world that I'd good immune system and see what happened to me now... Sick Cat..!!

Pooh Family

Darling Pooh's Birthday Celebration

What can I say to best describe Saturday night?? What can I say about our creative, intelligent, lovely, smart and sweet mind to come out with such a Wonderful and Memorable Birthday Celebration and Surprises for Darling Ann?? Haha... The details I will leave it to Ann but I would say we are all satisfied with the outcome... Everything is under control and it is really GREAT... We all enjoyed and not to mention Ann, she enjoyed the MOST... wahahahahaha... Ann, we prepared all these with our LOVE... I know all our effort is worth it when we saw you look through the album over and over again... Glad to know that you love it all... Glad to know that you're really HAPPIE..!! That's what we want.... To be HAPPY..!! hehehehehe.... *wink* Dinner at Shook (Excuse me, it is located at StarHill Gallery.. wahahaha)... Nice and Grand environment... Excellent service of course... The food is good too... Took lots and lots of photo there... Enjoyed...!!! Ann, make sure your blog about your birthday celebration with us is as long and as detailed as mine (which I wrote about my birthday celebration) ya... haha~

Watched KING KONG at KLCC after the dinner... It is GOOD..!! Good and Creative storyline... It is really able to take my breathe off when it comes to those chasing by dinasours, swallowing by those disgusting creatures and those terrible looking orang asli part... It is also touching when it comes to the kind of 'chemistry' between King Kong and Ann Darrow... Really touching... There're tears in my eyes when I watched it.... Who can ever expect such a huge creature can be so protective and soft-hearted when it comes to the one he.. loves...?? It is quite funny too..... Great..!!! *Thumbs up* and *clapsss*

Sick Sick Sick

Yesterday was on MC... Terribly Horribly Crazily Sick..!! High Fever+Sore Throat+Flu+Cough+Headache... You name it, I have it... My whole body was so painful until I don't even want to move... Mummy took leave as well to take care of me plus she also don't feel well these few days.... Whole day sleeping on the bed, maybe because of the medicine, I felt sleepy all the time... Mummy bring breakfast and lunch to my room then make sure I took the medicine after each meal and daddy came into my room once in a while to check whether I'm still having fever... Felt really sweet and touched deep inside my heart although I felt really pain physically... Thanks a lot to them... Really, Do not take things as granted just because they are your parents... We really MUST appreciate, love and care for them much much much more than anyone else in this world...

U know every little things or words can always easily make me feel touched and blessed... Thanks for the concerns from all my friends, colleagues and even my suppliers or some purchasers that I always deal with... Just a little caring words from them enough for me to feel really thankful... I always believe that 'the most beautiful thing is not to be seen by eyes but to be felt by heart'... People can definitely feel it if you say or do something sincerely and same goes to, people can also feel it if you're not sincere no matter how you beautify or fake it to make it real... Anyway... We know who treat us good and just appreciate them at our very best...

I know I'm very stubborn for not taking half day leave today when many people forcing me to take half day leave... I'm still ok so don't worry k... Thanks again ya.... *wink*

Kwang going to have his 21st birthday party next Friday... Another BIG day in December...... WoooooHoooooooooooo...!!!!! Can't wait for that day to come...... wahahahahhahaha.....

Tomolo going to celebrate Ann's birthday but sssssshhhhhhhh..... I won't and I can't revealed even a word about her birthday celebration.... Hope she will love it....

*cough cough*

Dinner @ Cafe Flam

Sick

Yes. I'm SICK. Woke up at 4am yesterday and couldn't sleep back anymore... Coughing+Sore Throat+Fever... Whole body was not feeling well.... Was freezing cold maybe because of the heavily rain out there but I can feel the heat inside my body... And now, migraine is attacking me and my whole body is super pain... Argh..!!

Happening Weekend

How I wish I can have whole week public holiday... haha..!! I always said college life has spoilt me... I love ENJOY, EAT, PLAY AROUND and when comes to work, I will be like.... 'ARGH..!!' Or actually everyone is the same?? Anyway...

Friday Night
Was very very excited and happy... Especially when I think of the 3 days holiday I'm going to have I was like.... 'Yippieeeeeee..!!' in my heart... So I think I was a bit over when taking those crazy photo that night... Yes... We took LOADS of photos... Before dinner, during dinner which is the Over-est and also after the dinner... Just kept on taking photos with different kind of pose and laughed like anything... Even the passer-by also looked at us when we were snapping photo at the main door of Pyramid and said... 'nice hor'... hahaha.... And I notice something which is... there're lots of people started to take photos there after they see us taking photo... right?? Maybe they also can feel the happiness of taking photo there from us... haha... Really enjoyed..!!! Can't wait to see the photos..!!! We had dinner at Cafe Flam... (I'm not sure the spelling)... Ate the erm... huge cheese with chicken at top of mashed potato.... Ok.. I create the name myself... hahaha.... 3 of us, wei, ann and me ordering the same dish and drinks... That's us la... Think a lot then at last order the same thing... Then the waiter ask us whether want to have some starter and I dunno why we ordered the finger food... Just only the finger food already nearly occupy 2/3 of my stomach... Big Portion...!! Then was having a hard time to think how to ask the waiter the serve the main course... hahahahhaa.... Think of lots of crazy idea like 'You may ask the chicken out now' and also the body language... Laughed like anything... hahahaha.... Have a GREAT time..!! Then waited for Annie and Thomas at Starbucks... Drank orange juice as I can't torture my stomach anymore... haha... Chit chat and laughed again.....

Sunday
U know I just love the feeling when I wake up in the morning knowing that I got nothing to do?? haha... Just watch TV for the whole day then went to shopping at 1 U with family... Lots to shop but I think I will get lost if I shopped there alone... Bought those blanket, pillows and etc... And we just making fun of each other when Geng, Me and Wei carrying those things to Geng's car... We can have fun no matter where we are or what we do... hahahahaha..... We were like pushing each other and act like we're very rushing but in fact, we just got nothing better to do... haha... Fun..!! Dinner at Wong Kok... something like KimGary... My daddy love his banana milkshake very much..... hehe.... Reached home at 9 something but the adults (my parents, uncle and aunties) back at 10 something.... Nowadays they are more energetic than us... haha~

Monday
Went to MidValley with my dear dear mummy and my po po (aisigeling~)... haha~ My popo bought a purse, my mummy bought a pair of jeans and me, bought few tops... MidValley was crazy crowded yesterday... We reached there around 10 also we spent around 20 mins to get the parking... Crazy..!! Early morning already so many people queing up at Jusco... Crazy..!! Hu~ Breakfast at KimGary and Lunch at Kenny Roger... Yummy..!! Reached home at 3 something and on our way back home, we saw the traffic on the way to MV was crazy jam...!!! So Long the queue...!!!!!!! Hu~ Too over d...!!

Working Working Working Life...!! Wuwu~

Company Annual Dinner

Another entry of the day...

Just received an invitation mail about my company Annual Dinner... And guess what is the theme for this year??? Couple's night... And when I saw the poster, I can't help but just keep on 'laughing softly' in front of my PC... I have to laugh softly or else my colleagues will thought I'm insane or I'm too excited for the dinner... What a good creativity of them to create such a poster huh... Good..!! Couple's Night..... Sounds interesting right...??? But from where I can find a partner??!! hahahaha.... This is not compulsory la I think... Still thinking whether want to go or not... All the way to Penang just for the dinner tho company will absorb all the charges for transport and accommodation... But then.... think think first... But I think will be an interesting one... Can see how people dressed to win the Best Dressed Couple Award (Adult category) and Best Dressed Pair Award (Children category)... Kinda attracted by the theme la... kekekekeke..... And if I'm going, what should I wear le?? Another headache for me..... haha~

A Simple Day A Happy Day

Few years back...

Me: *after dinner, go upstair, switch on the PC, start online surfing and chatting*
Mummy: Everyday also play play play... not good for eyes 1 ar...
Me: Oh...

Around 1am...

Mummy: *wake up from her sleep, come out from her room* still playing ar?? sleep early la...
Me: Oh...

Nowadays...

Mummy: *after dinner and watch TV, go upstair, switch on PC, start to play game*
Me: Wah... play game again ar... sleep la...
Mummy: Couldn't sleep how to sleep... Will sleep later...

Around 1am...

Me: *wake up from my sleep, come out from my room* sleep la mi.....
Mummy: Oh...

Funny huh... hahaha...

And also.....

When I was still studying at primary and secondary school, and everytime I go back home... This is what will always happened...

Daddy/Mummy: Bring the whole bottle to school and bring the same whole bottle back to home... Must drink more water ma...
Me: Oh...

Last night...

Mummy: *not feeling well and still playing game*
Me: Not feeling well then go rest ma... still want to play game...
Mummy: Ok... *switch off the PC and went back to her room*
Me: *follow her to her room* Must drink more water... Always drink so little of water not good 1...

Funny right... Now it is my turn to nag my parents back... hahahaha... But I didn't nag her that much also... In fact, I felt quite happy as my mummy is so enjoyed (or I should say addicted?)to play computer games and watch VCD... At least I won't feel so guilty when I go out and I don't have to worry that she will feel lonely or what... I think she will be happier if I go out so that she will have a very good excuse to play until late at night which is - ' I'm waiting for you to come back ma'... Cool huh...

And this reminds me of something... I used to drink very little water also... I just don't used to drink water when I don't feel thirsty... But now, you can see me bringing one bottle of water no matter where I go... I drank a lot of water... Even my aunt also asked me how come I suddenly got this habit d... Haha... I think it is because of someone... He helped me to 'memupuk' this habit... *wink*

Oh ya... I accidentally wash my hair yesterday night... I don't know what was I thinking when I was bathing... I din even realise it when I went back to my room... After a while I touch here n there in my room then only I realised and I was like... 'Oooppss... How come I washed my hair ar...' And I was so sleepy that time... Thought of straight away jump to the bed once I finished bathing and now have to wait for my hair to dry... So I chat with my mummy while waiting for my hair to dry and also thanks to the invention of hair dryer... Slept at 10 something... FYI, I kept telling everyone that I'm very sleepy tho that time is only 8pm and Geng was like... 'You are too over d la..!!' Sleeping is one of my hobby ok...

Tonight will go to Pyramid straight after work, will wait for Darling Ann and Wei Wei there... Geng going for dinner with her SMKSSAS gang... (I think spelled wrongly for the school name) And Ann, Wei and Me will have our dinner at Pyramid then walked around while waiting for Annie and Thomas to come... Maybe will be going to Starbucks again... Still dunno yet... As long as the place is nice and comfy then it will be ok for me... BUT..!! I don't want to sit under/near the air-con d... I was freezing that day...

Monday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...!!! WoooooooooooHooooooooooo...!!!!! Wahahahahahhahaha......

Updates

Sorry for didn't update my entry yesterday ya as I was really VERY busy yesterday... *pening*

For Tuesday night, we went for Bak Kut Teh at SS14... Yummy..!! We used to go there during our college life... We were like, after class, then go for Bak Kut Teh then fetch Wei Wei then go somewhere else yam cha then only go home... Sometimes at night we will come out again to yam cha or stay in front of the PC to chit chat till midnight... That's our college life... The BAI GA life... hahahaha.... Kinda miss the Bak Kut Teh there... YUMMY YUMMY...!!! One word describe all - JENG..!! *wink*

Then second round at Starbucks, Pyramid... Before that we took some photo in front of those christmas decoration.... CHRISTMAS is coming..!! All the shopping malls are fully decorated with those christmas thingy... They said MV is even nicer as their theme for this year is White Christmas... Feel like want to go and have a look... hehe~ Chit chat and as usual, laughed like nobody's business there... Ice Blended Green Tea..!! Sooooooo FULLLLLLLL... But have a GREAT time there... =)

And for yesterday, I was so busy settling the claims for my colleagues, get signature, issue cheque and bla...... Then went to Bank... I spent around 20 minutes juz to find the parking.... I thought of juz simply parked in front of Public Bank but then, I saw few police were saman-ing few cars there... So I have to round and round again to look for the parking... And also because of my lousy parking skill + my ten gei-ness, I spent another few minutes to park my car... Anyway, good experience for me... Time to be more Independent..!! *wink*

Our company here is slowly growing and so, I can feel there're lots and lots of responsibility falls on me... Chasing payment from customer, make sure the invoice had been issued out, purchasing part, document control, those common admin work, proper documentation, report and etc.... U know the hidden pressure?? When you're new to everything and you yourselves have to come out with a system/formula for those work... And yet, you have to watch your every step, not to make any tiny mistake to avoid those annoying+unecessary circustamces?? My colleague once told me, this is a good chance for me, not only to learn more thing but also to be tougher to face any possible circumstance in the future... She is right I think... And we're going to have our fully operation here by next year March... It is good actually but it is not going to be easy.... Anyway... Just do our very best le... *wink*

But really have to thanks a lot to my colleagues... They really taught me a lot.... Like yesterday, I have to come out with a gantt chart which I totally don't have any idea on how to do it... And I have to submit it TODAY.... Thanks a lot to them for teaching and giving me samples/examples to follow... Lots of funny things happened in between and I really have to say that... They can be really SWEET sometimes... =) Working life is not really that bad after all...

We talked about our working problem too when we're at Starbucks on Tuesday night... Funny huh... Last time we were talking about our dissertation, exam and sometimes love problem... And now... We talked about work, life...etc... Seems like each of us also have lots of problem about our works... Maybe we still not used to it... But it is definitely the BEST stage in our life to practically learn and improve ourselves... Just like what Ann and Thomas said, think positive..!!

Christmas is coming... Darling's birthday celebration also coming.... I'm not gonna tell you anything about that darling.... Not even a word... SO DON'T ASK...!! huahuahuahuahua..... WooooHooooooo...!! Another happening month for us..!!

Busy Tuesday

Busy Busy Busy..!! Superb busy today...

It's 5.30pm now... Later going for dinner with Ann, Annie, Thomas and Wei Wei.. Going to eat Bak Kut Teh..!! Talked about Bak Kut Teh, yesterday geng and me were talking about bak kut teh (which is not the food, but one person)... then Ah Bo asked 'Why called people Bak Kut Teh??' hahaha... I myself also don't really remember why we called that person Bak Kut Teh... But I'm sure the idea is from Thomas... hahahaha... The only thing that I remember is we will say 'Bak Kut Teh' when we finally reached upstair after climbing the stairs... We will be like: 'Bak Kut Teh' in the tired n soft voice... Why will we do that?? Can't really remember also... I think is something like Ann saw that person when we climbing the stair or something like that... I think only Ann, Thomas and Geng know what I'm talking about here... haha... Sweet and funny memories.... Miss those days... As if we were all very old now and got nothing better to do, just keep on recall n recall those good old days... hahahahaha..... But really, I would say college life is always the most memorable and unforgettable... Really... Those 'bai ga' life... hahaha~

Alright, and erm... yesterday received a letter from NU (Northumbria University, UK)... The convo is on 5th of March 2006 (Sun), at Nikko Hotel... Grand hor... hahahaha... But we gotta do back all the same thing.... Rent the robes, fotorex....etc.. Wanna go??? Will discuss with my buddies tonight... I'm kinda want to go.... *wink wink*

Currently in love with Gwen Stefanie's songs... She is GOOOD.... Goodie good... haha~ And of course, not to mention Kelly Clarkson... Everyone knows I LOVE her...!!!!! 'A Moment Like This' is the song that brings me to her... hahahahaha~ 'Because of You' is my SUPERB favourite... All of her songs are GREAT..!! Highly recommended by ME..!! Mariah Carey's 'Don't Forget About Us' is good too.... I like the lyrics... *wink*

One of my colleague in Penang told me she is leaving next Thursday... Now only I know she had tendered her resignation last month... *sob sob* She is a nice gal... Always gave me lots of good advices and support... We used to be chat through msn once in a while and we'll be like telling each other our working problem and sometimes update each other some 'news'... Good for her anyway... Wish her all the best in her future undertakings le... Will call her next Thursday...

Last few days I arranged for a pick up from GDExpress for my colleague... It's a parcel... They were late to bring back the thing and we need some time to do the packing... When they were packing, the despatch came and I have to say that he is really very NICE... He waited for around 20 minutes I think... Felt so sorry for him as it is around 6pm and maybe he need to go back to office for report or what... So I was like rushing down to ask him to wait for a while then rushing up to chase them.... Then after they packed the thing, I rushed down again to sign n chop n those bla... Really scared he will scold me BUT... luckily he didn't but yet he said 'Careful ar rushing up and down, nanti jatuh susah ar... penat ya, selalu kena naik atas dan bawah'... So NICE of him right... Thumbs up to him... *clappsss* How nice if everyone in this world can be as patience/polite as him... GOOD..!!

Ok... Gotta finish up my work and also to set some of my pending work for tomorrow... Tho I always snooze it... haha... Lazy me...

p/s 1: Msn Radio really got lots of NICE and latest songs... Check it Out ya..!! Geng asked why I'm so 'fong sou' today... haha~ I didn't ok... Haha~

p/s 2: Not PS2 ok... haha... chee sin... Just only post it then Ann called and talked about the convo... My darling 24 hours open my blog 1.... hahahahaha~ I'm still editing something la... hahaha~ She said the meeting has been cancelled, so can go for dinner earlier lo... So excited la her... haha~

MSN RADIO really good...!! Lots and lots of GOOD songs..!!

It's Monday

It's Monday - The rainy day... Non-stop raining from around 3 in the midnight and it is still raining now... I was so so so reluctant to get off from my bed this morning... How I wish I can continue sleeping... How I wish today is a holiday... Miss my lovely bed so muchie~

As mentioned before, went to my mui che che's wedding anniversary party on saturday night... The food was yummy..!! haha~ Nice Nice... When Annie and I were busy choosing and taking the food (as it is a buffet style), I heard someone said 'Wah, Thomas came already ar??!!' Then I was like 'Where?? Where??' Then Geng and I laughed... Haha... They are actually referring to my cousin's colleague... His name also Thomas... Then Geng was like 'I think in future Thomas will look like him'... haha... Laughed again... Then when we were busy eating and munching, my cousin asked her colleague 'Ann, you want to drink or not?'... Haha.... What a coincidence huh... Or we're just so MEANT TO BE?? Just can't get rid of them no matter where we are.... hahahahaha.... =p

And..... Last but not least......

Lamp Lamp Lamp Chair..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPIE YIPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MY KIM CHE CHE..!! Today is her BIG day..!!! May she will be granted with good health, wealth, joy and lots of love..!! All the BEST to her in her every future undertakings..!! Hope she will be happy always, pretty always and GORGEOUS always....
Enjoy your BIG day ya Kim Che Che..!! *Cheers*

Lazy and Boring Day

Felt so so so lazy since morning until now.... Can't really concentrate during the weekly meeting juz now.... Early morning received lots of calls and received lots of mails.... Lots of things to be follow up and yet, I still procrastinating by calling my darling to chit chat instead of to get all my job done.... Lazy me~ And now, I procrastinating again by writing an entry here even I don't really have anything to write here....

Chat with Ann, talked about her birthday plan... We not gonna tell her what we gonna do, where we gonna bring her to.... That's her ORDER to us.... Alright, sounds quite exciting and kinda adventurous too rite.... The MOST headache problem is her birthday present.... As we all know, she is the luckiest gal who had everything good with her.... What else she wants huh??? She got lovely parents, SUPER good bf, Sweet friends and not to mention, WE - THE GREATEST GEKHAN GANG that love her so so so much...!! wahahahahahaha...... So I think we'll juz give you our photo in a nice nice photo frame as your birthday present la.... Ok?? kekekekekeke..... *wink*

Tomolo going to my cousin's wedding anniversary party at her house... Time flies huh.... It's her 1st year anniversary... Was thinking what should I get for this lovely couple??? And I have to say that she is also one of the lucky gal who met such a lovely guy to spend the rest of her life with..... Lee Go Go is such a nice guy and of course, loving and caring husband..... Happy for her.... *smile*

Read through my Xanga juz now... Recalled lots of memories.... sweet as well as the bitter one... Then only I realised that I can actually write something quite touching also huh... haha~ I'm actually kinda regret that I'd deleted my very first Xanga account.... Too 'chong dong' d.... I was too sad that time and I thought of deleted the whole account which represent so-called 'a brand new start of my life'.... What a lame thinking is that...??? Memories are always there, hidden at a corner of your heart.... You thought you'd forget everything but in fact, you're not..... It will quietly pop up to your mind when you're doing/watching/listening something without even you yourselves realised it.... And you'll know, it's there.... always......

As I always said, people change, life change, everything change.... But memories won't.... It will stick with you for your entire life.... whether you like it or not.....

Family

A very touching and meaningful story...

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,

"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue ."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."

I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,
don't you think?
So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = ( F)ATHER ( A)ND ( M)OTHER ( I) ( L)OVE ( Y)OU