Gathering

Went for dinner+yam cha with Kelly, Annie, Kwang and Teh on friday night to celebrate Kelly's BIG day... Hehe.. Went to Bukit Saga for dinner where we can actually see the night view of KL City ALTHOUGH it is a bit too far away, but the feel is still there.. hehehe.. Quite a nice place, the food is not bad too... Good Good!! Then went to 'small genting' for a while.. This is the 2nd time I went there... At last, yam cha at forgot-the-name coffee house.. Quite good the environment there, quite a happening place... As a conclusion, have a very GREAT night spending with my beloved friends... Chat a lot... I thought I'm the one who should do all the complaining but then, they got lots of complaints to share too... Mainly is about our dissatisfaction towards our SUPERIOR.. Seems like no one likes their manager... Not easy to become a manager... Tonnes of COMPLAINTS... But it is good actually, we should release our frustration when needed... And especially when your friends are willing to LISTEN...

Saturday night yam cha at Free Zone with Ann, Annie and Wei.. Same thing, talked a lot about working problems... I think what Ann said is right, sometimes, 'they' just don't pay attention in what we said and when problems arise, they started to play their 'tai chi'... CAN'T YOU JUST PAY MORE ATTENTION IN WHAT PEOPLE SAID SO THAT WE CAN MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION AT THE RIGHT TIME??!! AND PLS STOP PLAYING YOUR TAI CHI!! You wont be respected!! NOT AT ALL!!

Argh!! Hu~

Car being clamped

Should this be a day to remember??

Went to my company's condo to settle something this morning, parked my car somewhere near our unit, which is also a place 'recommended' by the agent, and guess what? When I came out from the unit and heading to my car... I saw my car... had been CLAMPED.. Oouch!!

This is the first time I faced this kind of problem.. I was shocked to see that.. Ok, I have to admit that I'm not right for parked my car at the unauthorised parking space... 'Thanks' to the agent too for contributing me the idea... And this is the first time I experienced the kind of feelings like, 'giu tin bet ying, giu dei bet ling', which means, helpless... erm... worse than helpless... There is a 10 minutes walk to go to the guard house there to ask for help to remove it... AND SUDDENLY!! It was raining so HEAVILY when I was on the way heading to the guard house!!! I have to run in the rain to go there and yet, no one can help me as the one who holding the key has gone out and no one knows when he will be back... which means, I HAVE TO WAIT!!! And I have to run back to my car IN THE RAIN again to take the umbrella out then walked to the lobby and wait...

After 15 minutes, I felt that it is not right to wait for someone for no-one-know-how-long... And, it was raining, the person-in-charge WALKED to Sunway Medical Centre, no one knows when he will be back, most probably he will wait until the rain stops... (FYI, when I'm blogging this, it is still raining heavily out there) So I walked to the guard house again to ask for help... Then he asked me to go to the don't what kawalan office... Went there, I get the same answer from them.. Waited for 45 minutes... No one can help me and I don't know what should I do at that moment besides keep on waiting...

Then someone from the room came out and said, they really don't know when their 'head' will be back and suggested that, there's one more way if I don't want to wait, which is to pay RM50 and they will get the key from the management office... To pay or To wait?? Finally, I chose to pay, and they gave me a receipt... (as if I can claim it back)

Some says I shouldn't pay... But if they have a receipt for me, then I think this is really one of their procedure... right??

Morale of the story: Never park your car at unauthorised parking space...

One thing to mention,
One of my colleague from Penang knew that I went to the condo alone, he purposely called and asked me to be careful... So caring and sweet of him... Hehe...

See, sometimes just a little thing like this, always able to make people (at least me) feel sweet...

*Sooooo Romantic*

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

Nightmare

Finally... I'm assigned to handle the full set account at my company... Finally... I HAVE to go to Penang for training end of this month for ONE WHOLE WEEK..!!! I thought I can escaped from it when they decided to hire an account exe, I know the nightmare is coming back when the account exe LAST MINUTE decided not to come to work at our company...

And, here it comes... And, as what I expected, I'm not even given a choice...

Can I say the word 'SHIT'??!!

I really don't like doing account... I'm OK to help out some basic account like what I'm doing now, BUT!! FULL SET ACCOUNT..!!! I just hate it, I will want to vomit with those figures and figures and also figures flying in my head... Those formulas, balance sheet, profit and loss account, etc etc etc... YUCKSS!! UET!! BLEAK!!

Some more need to go there for training, for something that I don't like PLUS I really scared of everyone of them there... And still I need to go there for ONE WHOLE WEEK!! ARGH!!

I'm seriously thinking whether this is what I want... I'm seriously thinking the 'thing' that everyone encourage me to do...

There're pros and cons and... I'm still thinking...

ARGH!!

Appreciate

Appreciate, we always tell ourselves and telling others that we must appreciate, again, it is always easier to be said than done, who really does appreciate everything they had and everything that is given to them?? I wonder.. Honestly, I'm not.. But, I'm learning...

You know what, for example, when you're working very hard for something, tried to finish it as soon as possible, doesn't matter it is already late at night, doesn't matter you can claim OT or not, you just want to make sure the task that put on your shoulder had been done perfectly... And finally, you finished everything and your manager give you a sincere smile and says: 'Thanks ya'... How will you feel?? As for me, I will feel very happy and satisfied.. It is worthwhile after all... You see, it is just a smile and a thank you, won't take much of your time or effort and it is even free-of-charge.. You don't have to give out even one cent... Then you're able to lighten up someone's day... Is it really that hard?? Give and take, don't be too stingy to give as what you get in return for sure, will be much more than what you've given out...

There're lots of people nowadays tend to be take things for granted.. As a boss, they will feel that, their staffs doing things for them is a OF-COURSE, they did it well, it was their responsibility and in the other had, they screwed things up, they will screwed you up or else, you will know it during your appraisal... As a friend, people also tends to accept whatever a friend can do for him/her as they feel that that is what a friend SHOULD do.. Never even show a token of appreciation.. A friend will feel nevermind if you never show your appreciation but you know what, if you showed, your friendship will blossom...

As a son/daughter, no matter what their parents did for them, they just take it for granted... I'm talking about those little tiny things like, purposely wake up earlier than you just to prepare breakfast for you so that when you'd well prepared yourself, you can just take your breakfast then off you go to school or work.. There're lots more example that I can listed down here, just sit back and think, what and how much your parents have done for you everyday and how much you really appreciate them... Really, every little thing also we should learn to appreciate... And when you appreciate, you will realised that your life is actually very beautiful with all the good things around you.. And then, you will be more optimistic and learn to enjoy your life to the fullest..

But anyway, even if people don't appreciate what you did, you don't have to be sad or fed up... After all, what you do is not just to show to others... You're not doing something for asking something in return... You do things for yourselves, for your own good, for what you think you should do... Also, look into other's weaknesses/bad habits, remind yourself not to do the same thing, this will turns you into a better person and you will become more understanding as well... As you know how it feels for not being appreciated...

Remember, you're not live for others BUT appreciate others that live with you...

Appreciate and you'll be appreciated...

Quote

'I kept imagining the end, the despair I would suffer when it came, and it made any happiness I had in the present seem not merely ephemeral, but doomed. Because the happier I allowed myself to be now, the more miserable I would be later.' - Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation.

Thoughts of the Day

Ann called me this afternoon, asking me to read a blog written by a gal... I admire the gal a lot after I read her blog... My previous 2 posts were quoted from her blog which I think it is really very meaningful and I believe it can always inspire me some way some time... That is also the reason why I post it here to share it with you all... I LOVE MEANINGFUL QUOTE and I always do... Back to the topic, I admire her not only the way she blog, but also her courage to blog out her feelings nakedly or maybe almost nakedly... Her anger, her bitterness, her depress-ness, her curious, her happiness, her relieve-ness and her every little thoughts, which is very good I think, that is the way a blog should work... What is the point to blog if the way you blog is not the way you are??

I do blog out what I really feel, but then somehow, I didn't blog out certain 'feeling' which is deeper in my heart... Maybe because I'm being too protective to myself, Maybe because I'm too concern about what others will think after they read my thoughts... But then after all, those who read my blog are my friends, as a friend, I think they will respect what I think and what I blog just like how they respect the way I am... They will understand my thoughts in some way just like how they understand me... If they throw some negative perception on me after read my blog, I guess, either they don't really understand me or we are just not in the same circle...

Seems that there're always people who suffer from love, they afraid to love, they have no confident to love, they don't know how to love anymore but yet, when it comes, when love comes, when fate comes, you will just throw yourselve in it all over again like you've never been hurt before... That's what I believe... Believe me...

LOVE - is a magic word that can be simple and can be complicated as well...

Always Live Life to the Fullest

Don't let go of hope,
Hope gives you the strength to keep going
When you feel like giving up.

Don't ever quit believing in yourself,
As long as you believe you can,
You will have reason for trying.

Don't let anyone hold your happiness in their hands,
Hold it in yours,
so it will always be within your reach.

Don't measure success or failure by material wealth,
But by how you feel,
Our feelings determine the richness of our lives.

Don't let bad moments overcome you,
Be patient, and they will pass.

Don't hesitate to reach out for help,
We all need it from time to time.

Don't run away from love
but towards love,
Because it is your deepest joy.

Don't wait for what you want to come to you.
Go after it with all that you are,
Knowing that life will meet you halfway.

Don't feel like you've lost,
When plans and dreams fall short of your hopes.
Anytime you learn something new,
About yourself or about life,
You have progressed

Don't do anything that takes away,
From your self-respect.
Feeling good about yourself
Is essential to feeling good about life.

Don't ever forget how to laugh,
Or be too proud to cry,
Or too stubborn to smile.

Don't ever forget a friend who truly loves you,
As it could be that friend who is true to your needs.

Don't ever forget who helped you grow
as your need for more seeds may often re-appear.

With all the above, live life to it's fullest....

Meaningful... Just LOVE it...

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings,
it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.

Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashingguy in town
but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.

Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.

Don't cause a strain in the relationship,
you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there& I know how it feels.

Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts,
it's the most tragic thing to do.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.

Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal,
she'd die.
It her heart that you've broken,
how would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage,
love her till old age,
love her till death.

If you can love her...

till the end of time...

My All-Time-Favourite Song

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied
no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

That's Why (You Go Away) - Michael Learns To Rock

Marche... again

Guess where I went for dinner with my family yesterday night?? M.A.R.C.H.E!! Haha... Ya, I just went there last friday... Ya, I went there again yesterday night with my family... Huahuahua... Crazy huh... They were all so interested in it after I told them about Marche and off we go yesterday night... We learnt from our mistake this time and we ordered lots of different food and shared it... And as for this time, the food taste good..!!! Yummy and HAPPY also... hehehehehe... I can see the satisfaction from each of our face... kekeke... Walked around after our dinner and I really have to say that, the environment there is really good...

I'm so sleepy and tired...!!!

Dinner @ Marche

Friday night went for dinner at Marche @ The Curve... With the same crazy gang... A nice and special environment.. Ok, let's learn a word a day... Marche means market in France... And the way they decorated it really made us feel like we are in the market... haha... I wonder how people can come out with such a good idea, true enough, sometimes the environment itself played an important role in attracting more customers... A very cosy environment which is super suitable for gathering... You can keep on eating and chit chatting and enjoying the environment there... The food is okok... It has lots of variety BUT we do not have good planning... We should have ordered and shared all the foods available there instead of ordered individually... Anyway... Took some photos there, long time we never take photos together, don't even know how to pose already... Haha... Unlike last time, we take tons of photos and pose like a crazy... Hahaha.... Anyway, quite funny and laughed a lot also... Enjoyed!! Yam cha at Island Cafe, SS2 after dinner... Started to feel very sleepy... Old lady.. =p Reached home at 12 something... Told Bo Leh and Sim Goh Goh about Marche... seems like they are very interested in it... Hehe...