Wonderful Weekend

Friday night went for dinner at All Star @ MidValley... With the usual gekhan crazy gang... Had our yummy food - Lamb Burger, took some not so nice photos.. *Haha* Went to Bangsar for second round - D'Haven, if I'm not mistaken.. Quite a nice and special place, drank Fruit Punch, I do have some 'comment' towards it, hahahahahaha... Anyway, we had great time chatting, sharing stories, laughing and all in all, we did enjoyed ourselves very much that night, I believe so, agree?? *wink wink*

Saturday went to The Curve and I really want to highly, highly and highly recommend this place to you all - Winter Warmers... A very very cosy place with the environment, people, everything, just nice and comfortable and FANTASTIC.. I just love this place.. a lot... Believe it or not, we stayed there for 3++ hours... And the drink, is very special as well... and worthwhile too... I drank mixed fruit tea... *hehehe* You know the feeling, just relaxing, chatting, watching people walking around in different fashion and faces, with the just nice weather, cosy environment... I just love it..!!! I want to go there again!!! Hahahaha... After that went to IKEA, ate curry puff which is always highly recommended, I always heard the compliment from different people about the curry puff and here I am to taste it.. Haha... Really YUMMY!!! Then went to see puppies and dogs and off we go home.. Reached home around 6pm... What can I say about this? I had a GREAT and RELAXING afternoon..!!! Hehehehe..

Think about something yesterday night before sleep... This is an easy but yet difficult question... What will you feel when your bf/gf go out with another opposite sex alone?? I mean, just two of them?? This colleague of mine, he and his gf have this kind of 'kukuh' relationship till they strongly know and believe that nothing or no one can threaten their relationship, so they feel nothing if their another half go out with another opposite sex... If for me, I don't know how to answer, I myself had been very not happy before when I got to know 'he' went out with another GANG of gals without letting me know... but now, come to think of it, what is it to be so unhappy about??

It is really not easy to develop TRUST in a relationship, no matter how sweet both of you have been, it doesn't mean that he/she trust you with whatever you've done.. There must have doubts and uncertainties.. Maybe this is normal in a relationship but as for my colleague's case, they trust each other a lot, which is not easy to be done, they must have been gone through lots of ups and downs, time, effort and most importantly, LOVE which bring them closely together... Wow!! This is really PRECIOUS and this kind of relationship really should be appreciated wholeheartedly...

I hope to have one too... Haha... =p

Peace before the Storm

Peace before the Storm, really Peace before the Storm... Argh!!

To be continued...

Sms

Sent a sms to my dearly gekhan gang yesterday night and the sms is as per below:

Flower is
useless
without smell

Moon is
useless
without night

Life is
useless
without love
&
Your Hp is useless
without Yan's msg!!

And guess what I got back from Annie and Thomas?

Annie's:

Cha Siew Fan is
useless
without Cha Siew

Wan Tan Mee is
useless
without Wan Tan

(No choice! Miss food too much)
And Your inbox is
useless
without my gao siu msg!

AND...
Here goes Thomas's one:

Flower is
useless
without orkid

Moon is
useless
without cake

Life is
useless
without Simple Plan
&
Your Hp is
useless
without Battery!!

*Pengsan* But really funny...

Can see how talented are they?? Hahaha... *Gekhan*

I wish we were who we were before it happened

Sometimes, will you have a feeling that, towards certain people, you rather you don't really get to know them? Really, some people just not really as good as what you thought they are, until you really get to know them... But true enough, in this real world, we'll always get to know this kind of people, don't we? Anyway, we cannot choose who we're going to meet, but we can choose who we want to be our friends right?

I wish we were who we were before it happened, for those who I rather don't really got to know them...

Friday Pink

Just to show a contra between Monday and Friday... Haha... Friday is always my favourite day and as you all know, Pink is my super favourite colour... Monday blues, Friday pink!! Haha...

Today is quite a happy day, everything goes smoothly, no troubles no problems, just goes well... What a good day! Hehe... I wonder is it 'the peace before the storm'? *Touch Wood* Hope everyday will be like today... Then I will be really happy..!!! WooooHoooo!!!!! Except all my colleagues already went out and left only me and my manager for lunch *gggrrrrrr* So bad... But I feel much better after my sweet colleague bought me sweet mango... Wow!! The mango is really sweet and YUMMY!!! Haha... He said he ate it and found it very sweet so he bought it back for me... So sweet of him right... Hehe...

Again, sometimes little thing like this always able to make me feel really happy... Hehe...

Today the personal msg I put in my msn is:

What is the meaning of friday when we don't have any plans for friday night?

I got lots of feedback from my friends.. Haha.. Funny!! Ivan said Friday got meaning cos Friday is a restaurant and Friday is very meaningful as this is the day the Malays go for sembahyang.. *Pengsan*

Monday Blues

Ya. I kinda neglected my blog recently. Time to update something here!

Hardly wake up this morning as I slept at 2 something yesterday night. GOSH! You know I cannot tahan this. I must sleep at least before 11pm if I need to go to work on the next day. Or else, I will be like what I'd become now. I think I can fall asleep anytime now.

Early morning, received lots of irritating mails and calls. Can't you let me refresh myself a bit first? Haha =p But really, my mood rocket down after receiving those calls and reading those mails. Argh! And the feeling getting stronger. I believe if I'm doing something I like, I will be happy with all those challenges.

Yesterday went to visit my grandpa and you know what, HEARTACHE! He is sick, slightly stroke. I can see his pain, his helpless... He used to be someone so healthy, independent and stubborn... We know he is very frustrated with what is happening to him now... Really wish can do something for him... When I see he cried, I just can't help myself, tears in my eyes and I know I can't let my tears out... He has to be strong and tough and positive to go through this, we must support him strongly, toughly and positively as well... I know he can go through this, I KNOW HE CAN... Please, let my grandpa get well soon...

Really, health is very important, when you don't have good health, you have nothing...

At the same day, heard a bad news about my friend... Feel so sorry to hear that and really hope she and her family can be tough enough to go through this as well... Yesterday went to see her and, I really don't know what can I say to her besides take care and take care... It is not going to be easy...

Hope all the bad things and bad luck GO FAR FAR AWAY!!

Ok, let's say something happy...

Thursday night went to WongKok with Ann and Annie.. Thomas is sick so he didn't join us, I think he is still sick-ing now... Hope he can get well soon... Oh ya, met CC, what a coincidence!! Hehe... Friday suppose to be on leave (Yes, we need to work on Wesak Day but anyway I took leave), but at last need to go back to office to do something 'urgent' and everyone says I'm stupid... They are right also, why do I need to go back when I'm on leave?? Hu~ Friday night went to Halo, Enjoyed!!

Need to get back to my work le...

Hu~

I need some advice

Had a relaxing holiday for the past 3 days.. Spent my holiday at PD with my family and relatives... Basically, we just EAT and SLEEP and CHAT... That's the main 3 things that we all did at PD... Haha... Relaxing.. Really Relaxing... Enjoying the feeling there tho sometimes there might be something distracting me, that's when I 'suddenly' think of my working problem and also the AR i need to follow up AND ALSO some of the calls... Argh!! I'm not that workholic but then, it will just suddenly jump into your mind and your mood will definitely, affected...

It's not that there are too many works for me to do that made me feel so FRUSTRATED, this might be one of the point, but definitely not the MAIN CAUSE... I love to learn, I'm willing to learn as well, I always love to contribute, I like to have lots of work to do tho I always complaining, honestly, will you be happy if you have nothing to do in your company? NO! Definitely NOT...

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! NOT OVERLOAD!! I REALLY HATE IT WHEN EVERYONE COME TO ME AND TELL ME THIS URGENT THAT URGENT!!! OK NOW, TELL ME WHICH ONE I SHOULD DO FIRST??? WHICH ONE??? AND I REALLY HATE IT WHEN I COULDN'T DO THE BEST IN EACH OF THE TASK, I REALLY HATE IT WHEN I CANNOT PERFORM WELL... THAT WILL MADE ME FEEL THAT I'M NOT CAPABLE AND EFFICIENT AND ARGH!!!!! But, is that really my fault?? I really hate this kind of feelings...

Nowadays, especially in this 2 weeks, there're always some negative feelings disturbing me, I can't really explain the negative feeling but, the feeling is getting stronger and stronger... Can 'I don't like the management style' be the reason?? I don't know... Sometimes I do not know the problem is with me or with 'somebody' else... Imagine you not happy with the one you working with, can you improve yourselves in your performance? Can you be happy with what you doing now?? Can you excel in this company??

Then I will think... what if this problem will exist wherever I go?? Or might be worst in another company.. Then why leave?? Is it because I couldn't cope with all those obstacles that made me want to run away?? I don't want to leave to run away... I will look down at myself... Is it because I couldn't stand with certain people's attitude that made me want to run away?? Then why don't I think a way to solve this problem rather than leave??

When you really super duper hyper cannot stand with certain people's attitude, is the problem with you or with that person? Can that be a reason to leave?

Sometimes, I will have a feeling that... I got lots of work to do but I couldn't feel my existance here... Am I asking too much? Or am I thinking too much?

Sometimes when problem occurs, I need to discuss on the solution but you know how it feels when someone show you his irritation face plus the why-so-many-problems expression.. Alright, I will solve it myself if I can solve it, And excuse me, do you know that there're also many problems that I'd solved before bring it up to you? No, you do not know, you only know and always assume that we're bringing problems to you... Really, I always hope that I can shout back to him... SHIT!

You know the feeling when someone asking you to do something, which is not an easy task, you tried your very best, you got scolded or the call being ended rudely, you still couldn't able to do it and yet you still need to get the why-you-can't-make-it look from him... But you know what, I feel better when my colleague says: ASK HIM TO DO HIMSELF LA, SINCE HE THINK THIS IS SUCH AN EASY TASK!! Wow! At least someone knows how I feel and I feel supported... Haha...

If I were to leave, for sure I will feel sad to leave my colleagues.. They are so lovely, funny, helpful and understanding...

I need some advice...

You know what, one of my colleagues asking us where to get the sample of resignation letter.. GOSH! Now you know what kind of atmosphere we were working in?? *Double GOSH!*