Tons of questions that show your in depth side

tons of questions that show your in depth side!
basics
whats your name?:	evonne
what do people call you?:	yan
where you named after anything?:	nope
if you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?:	Issac? haha.. I just love this name...
do people spell/say your name wrong?:	so far nope...
if you could change your name what would you change it to?:	don't want to change
gender?:	female
birthday?:	13Nov
age?:	21
age you act?:	haha... 21 as well
age you want to be?:	21!!
height?:	167cm
eye color?:	dark brown
happy with it?:	Yea~
natural hair color?:	Brown
happy with it? if not do you dye it?:	I like it~
righty or lefty?:	righty
family?:	daddy and mummy *muacks*
pets?:	nope
peircings?:	ears lo..
tatoos?:	nope
love and stuff
single?:	yea~
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?:	So far nope
are you in love?:	no no
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?:	yea~ 1 time
do you believe in love at first sight?:	yea~ kinda believe.. All about the FEELING!!
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?:	YES!! Absolutely
do you want to get married?:	Yea~
do you want to have kids?:	Yes Yes
how many?:	2
do you believe in divorce?:	I don't wish that to happen
do you belive in true love?:	mm... maybe...
do you consider love a mistake?:	er... not really.. dunno..
turn-ons?:	??
turns-offs?:	??
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?:	don't think so..
what is best about the opposite sex?:	lots...
what is worst about the oppisite sex?:	lots...
are you a virgin?:	I'm conservative..
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?:	Yea~
how far have you gone?:	har??
how many people have you had sex with?:	NONE la
do other people consider you a slut?:	NO LA OF COURSE
right at this moment...
where are you?:	Office
what can you see out your window?:	Cars
are you listening to music?:	Yes, playing Ng's favourite CD - Listen to your heart
are you lonely or tired?:	tired
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling::	blur, tired, lazy, pain, down
are you talking to anyone online? if so who?:	Just now with Kim
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?:	Just now, with Ann and colleagues
what are you wearing?:	Black Blouse with black+white skirt
what are you doing?:	Answering this survey
whats on your mousepad?:	I don't have mousepad.. I think I should buy 1...
friends
how many true friends do you have?:	all my friends are my true friends...
are you a loner?:	Nope...
who is your best friend?:	Ann, Annie, Thomas, Kelly, Teh, Kwang, Huan, JM
oldest?:	Ng
newest?:	JM
shyest?:	Wei Wei
loudest?:	Annie
smartest?:	Kelly
ditziest?:	hmm??
funniest?:	Teh
who is the best listener?:	myself... Hahahahhahahaha
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?:	group of friends
who do you wish you were closer to?:	everyone
who knows the most about you?:	Ann and Annie... Someone...
who knows the least about you?:	Mmm....
who do you trust the most?:	I trust all my buddies
the least?:	some guys...
who do you fight with the most?:	I don't fight
who do you talk to online the most?:	Kim and JM
who do you talk to on the phone the most?:	Darl... we talk everyday on phone during working hours.. Hahahahaha
do you trust others easily?:	Used to... Not anymore for now..
name one who's arms you feel safe in::	My future bf
who house were you at last?:	My house
who's your second family?:	hmm???
who lives the farthest away?:	er...
do you....
smoke?:	NOPE
drink alcohol?:	Once in a while
do drugs?:	NO NO NO
pray?:	Yea~ every morning and evening
go to church?:	Nope.. I'm buddhist
sleep with stuffed animals?:	Nope
take walks in the rain?:	Romantic!!
dance in the rain?:	Good to try =p
do any sports? if so which ones?:	Yoga
sleep around?:	har??
lie a lot?:	Nope
steal?:	NO NO...
gamble?:	Er... during 'certain occassion'.. hahaha...
have you ever....
kissed a stranger?:	NOOooooo
slept with a stranger?:	NOOoooooooo
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?:	Not until that extent
screamed so much you lost your voice?:	Not really lost my voice but sore throat
laughed so much it was painful?:	Yea~ Always
cried so much it was painful?:	Yes... And it is really painful...
gone skinny dipping?:	hm?
played strip poker?:	har?
had a medical emergency?:	nope
ran away from home?:	no no no.. Why do so?
done something extremely unexpected?:	erm... so far nope...
slept outside?:	outside means?
been onstage?:	Yea...
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear?:	Something.. Don't want think about it...
what was your weirdest dream?:	Er... can't remember
scariest dream?:	er... something really scary...
do you have a reoccuring dream?:	yea~ but forgot what is it already
what was your best dream?:	To have what I want
what IS your dream?:	Dreams come true
do you live in the moment?:	I'm learning to..
what you greatest stregth?:	My prediction
whats your greatest weakness?:	Pessimistic
do you have a motto you live by?:	Yea~
if your life were a movie what would it be called?:	Yan's Sweet Memories
do you have any bad habits?:	Yea~
do you have any secrets?:	Yes!!
are you fake?:	I don't think so... Do I?
what do you want to do in life?:	Happiness
are you a daredevil?:	nope
are you predictable?:	mmm... sometimes
do you keep a journal/diary?:	My Blog
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?:	Be more optimistic
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?:	Yea... hahahahaha
do you think your a good person?:	I think I am.. =p
do you think your emotionally strong?:	Yea~
do you regret anything?:	Mm... maybe yes maybe no
do you think life has been good so far?:	Yea~
what do you like most about you body?:	I'm ok with everything
least?:	I'm ok with everything
are you trust worthy?:	YES!!
are you gullible?:	apa tu?
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My Top 12

My Top 12
List Them
1.:	Ann
2.:	Annie
3.:	Thomas
4.:	Wei Wei
5.:	Kelly
6.:	Teh
7.:	Kok Huan
8.:	Chiaw Kwang
9.:	Ng
10.:	Yap
11.:	Ho
12.:	JM
About Them
How long have you known 1?:	Around 3 years? But it was like 10+++ years already..
Is 2 hot?:	Yea~
How old is 3?:	22
Is 4 a girl or boy?:	gal gal...
What color hair does 5 have?:	black, she has a very beautiful hair
Would you want to hangout with 6?:	Yups!! He always brings laughter to us!!
Are you related to 7?:	Related means?? We're good friends for years..
Have you met 8 in person?:	Yea of course.. He is my papa... haha =p
Is 9 a good person?:	Definitely!!! 100% SUPER GOOD!!
Does 10 drink?:	Yea~ Once in a while, But not good at it... hehe...
Is 11 single?:	Nope... Just married *wink*
Does 12 smoke weed?:	Definitely no, he has a very healthy life...
Random Order
Have you madeout with 2?:	hmm???
Would you want to makeout with 3?:	har??????
Would 2 and 3 make a good couple?:	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Have you ever met 4?:	Yea of course...
Have you ever had sex with 5?:	Pls la, yerrr....
Where did you meet 1?:	Stamford College
Do you talk to 6 alot?:	Kinda...
Would you hangout with 7?:	Yea~
How old is 8?:	21
Have you met 12 in person?:	Yea of course~
Have you ever partied with 11?:	Is clubbing counts?
When was the last time you seen 10?:	Tuesday
How old is 9?:	30
Would you date 3?:	Nope.. He is my buddy le...
Would you want to have sex with 4?:	Yerrrr....
What does 1's name mean?:	Means my darling lo.. haha..
How long have you know 12?:	er... officially should be few months...
Ever bought 5 alcohol?:	Nope
If 6 was your girlfriend/boyfriend would you hold them all night long?:	er....
Where did you meet 7?:	Sri Sentosa
Are you dating 2?:	She is dating now.. haha *wink*
Would you party with 8?:	Yea~
Do you like 9?:	Yes!!! Like him a lot.. He is such a good friend...
Ever had sex with 10?:	Yerrrrrr!!!!
Do you know 11 outside myspace?:	He is my colleague..
Would you ever want to......
Have sex with 2?:	No la... Yerrrrrr...
Date 3?:	No.. We are good buddy...
Kill 1?:	Nooooo!! She is my darl...
Party with 5?:	Yea, that will be great!! I love her a lot..
Hug 6?:	Nope..
Makeout with 4?:	??
Beat up 8?:	Hahaha... Of course not...
Marry 9?:	Mmm... He got gf already ok...
Hangout with 7?:	Yea, we used to hangout together a lot..
Slap 11?:	Why? He is good to me..
Take 12 off your Top 12?:	Nope... at the moment...
Get drunk with 10?:	er... nope...
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Past and Now

8 Years Ago:

How old were you?:13
Where did you go to school?: Sri Sentosa
Where did you work?: Still studying le..
Where did you live?: Happy Garden, Old Klang Road
How was your hair style?: er… short gua…
Did you wear braces?: nope
Did you wear glasses?: nope at that time
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: I’m still innocent at that time.. hahaha…
Who was your celebrity crush?: er… can’t remember le..
Who was your school crush?: I still remember his name le… Hahaha.. A very nice and caring guy…
How many tattoos did you have?: don’t have..
How many piercings did you have?: nope… don’t have
What was your favorite band?: er… can’t remember
What was your worst fear?: er… can’t remember le…
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: nope
Had you driven yet?: nope
Have you been to a real party yet?: nope..
Had your heart been broken? Nope… still small le…

LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!! ----------
How old are you?: 21
Where do you go to school?: Graduated at Stamford College
Where do you live?: Happy Garden, Old Klang Road
Where do you hang out?: Wow, lots man… All our favourite place!!
How is your hair style?: Long… Gonna change my hairstyle soon..
Do you have braces?: Used to… Going to buy one soon…
Do you wear glasses?: Yea, at home.. Usually will wear contact lense
Who are your celebrity crushes now?: Lots wo..
Who is your regular-person crush?: Someone nice, mature, can take care of me, someone who is comfortable to be with…
How many tattoos do you have?: no no.. don’t really like it..
How many piercings do you have?: ears lo…
What is your favorite band/artist?: er… too many to jot down here…
What is your biggest fear?: mm… lonely also (same with darl)
Do you work?: Yea, in fact I’m at my office now.. haha =p
Who is your best friend?: Ann, Annie, Thomas, Kelly, Teh. Kwang, Huan
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: Nope
Have you gotten drunk or high yet?: hmm… not really
Have you been to a real party?: what’s the difference between normal party and real party?
Has your heart been broken?: yes… very….

What will I be?

I'm lazy. I got lots of works to do, but I don't know where to start. I'm too lazy to think about it. It's month end, super busy period for every month. My mindset tends to run away from it. Keep on friendstering and reading people's blog. I'm lazy. Yea, I'm lazy.

Talked with one of my colleague yesterday. He is just 3 years elder than me but he has a very mature thinking. He plans for his future. He analyse everything to me. I really need to plan for my future. I'm still young, it's the time for me to explore, to learn, to experience. I'm ok with my job now especially after the appraisal with my manager. Did I talk about it before in my blog? Anyway, we talked about my past 1 year performance. He is satisfied with my performance. He rated me much higher than what I rated myself, higher than what I expected he will be rating me. I'm happy with that as I know, my effort is worth it after all. He is going to assign a new task for me. I'm kinda interested in it and he asked me to do a proposal for him on how to implement it and all. I'm kinda excited with it, it is a good try and a good chance isn't it? But then, after talked with my colleague yesterday, my mindset tends to change again. Argh! I think I really need to seriously think about it. I'm still unclear with my direction. I'd been think a lot after the appraisal, I think I should give myself a last chance in this company and see how things go. Told this to my friend, and he is very supportive as well tho he don't like this kind of office hour life. I thought I'm able to convince myself as well as others. And now I can't agree more with what my colleague said but I also feel that I shouldn't jump too far. Now is not the right time I suppose.

Hu~ Gonna back to my work le..

Addicted to this... =p

1. Name? Evonne

2. Age? 21

3. Siblings? Nope

4. Nicknames? Er… Don’t have any… YanYan Zai or Yen Yen or Piglet? Is tat counts? Haha=p

5. Favourite colour? PINK~

6. Favourite food? Lots man…

7. When did you last cry? Recently…

8. Have you got any bad habits? Blogging during working hour?? Haha =p

9 Do u trust your friends? Yea, those who worth to be trusted

10. Have you got a diary? My Blog!!!

11. Are you strong minded? Depends… sometimes…

12. Shoe size? 7

13. What colour underwear r u wearing right now? Yerrrrr… don’t want to answer

14. What are you listening to right now? Jia Zhuang by Jolin

15. Do you like the person who sent this to you? No one send this to me, I got it from somewhere…

16. How do you feel about this person? ?? I said no one send this to me!! Haha.. Lia Gong =p

17. Who is/are your best friend/s? Ann. Annie. Wei. Kelly. Thomas. Teh.

18. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? Ann

19. Who was the last person you texted? JM

20. Who was the last person to text you? JM

21. What was the last thing that you ate? Pan Mee

22. What was the last thing you did? Er… Lunch…

23. How are you today? Good~

24. What is the weather like? HOT!! ARGH!! But it is cold now inside the office.. keke

25. What is your favourite non-alcoholic drink? Lots.. I love to drink all kind of drinks!

26. What is your favourite alcoholic drink? Hmm… Tiger?? Haha… This is the only beer that won’t make me feel pening

27. What colour hair do you have? brown..

28. What colour eyes do you have? dark brown

29. What is your favourite month? November!! My birthday!!

30. What is your favourite sport? Can I say yoga?? Haha =p

31. What was the last film you watched? Stay Alive

32. Who did you see this with? Ng

33. Who out of your friends is most likely to respond? Respond on what?

34. Who out of your friends is least likely to respond? Respond on what??

35. What are your living arrangements? Hmm?? What is that means?

36. What are you reading at the moment? Nope..

37. What is on your mouse pad? Haha… I dun have mouse pad… hahahaha =p

38. When is your birthday? 13 Nov

39. What was the last thing you said? Ask darl to play this…

40. What are you sitting next to right now? Nope, just partition..

41. Where is your favourite place to go on holiday? I love to go to Japan again… anywhere le… as long as it is fun and with my loved ones..

42. What is your height? 167cm

43. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Erm… dunno… lazy to think…

44. What attracts you to the opposite sex? Personality…

45. What is more important....personality or looks? Personality lo…

46. What would you change about yourself? To become a better person

47. What is your favourite chocolate? anything

48. What is your favourite TV show? As long as it is interesting

49. What is your favourite number? 1 or 7…

50. Do you prefer Day or Night? er… night…

51. Do you prefer Scary or happy films? Happy…

52. Have you ever loved somebody so much it made you cry? … ya ………..

53. Have you ever broken the law? Mm… so far nope…

54. Have you ever eaten bugs? Yerrr… NO

55. Have you ever broken a bone? nope..

56. Have you ever come close to dieing? No… *touch wood*

57. Have you ever flashed someone? What is that means actually?

58. Have you ever mooned someone? Gosh, my vocab is bad, wat is that??

59. If you were sent to an island what/who would you take with you? My loved ones… ALL!!

60. What is your star sign? Scorpion

63. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? My loved ones

62. What college/school did you go to? Stamford, that’s all, dun ask where… haha =p

63. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? Wow.. Somewhere romantic… *wink*

64. Your first son's name? Issac

65. Your first daughter's name? Emma

67. Who/what makes you happy? My loved ones!!! Or something happy and sweet..

68. How many buddies do you have on your MSN account? Wow, lots… but don’t really chat with all…

69. Do you do drugs? No No No

70. What shampoo do you use? Pantene

71. What are you most scared of? Something scary…. Haha =p

72. What car have you got? ATOS

73. What car is your dream car? Honda Jazz in PINK

74. Who was the last person you thought of? Er… didn’t really think of anyone wo…

75. Who was the last person you kissed? Er…

76. Who was the last person you hugged? Should be Ann or Annie… when we took photo tat time…

77. How do you want to get married? In a very romantic way… I’ll get my future husband to think of it.. haha =p

78. What is your favourite quote? LOTS man… I love quotes…

79. Do you smoke? nope

80. Do you prefer....Sweets or Chocolate? Erm.. both wo… sweets lo…

81. Do you prefer....Gold or Silver? Silver… WHITE SILVER.. kekeke

82. What is the time? 2.20pm

83. Do you have any tatoos? Nope..

84. Do you have any piercings? Ears lo..

85. Do you have any pets? Nope

86. What are your mum and dad's names? Mi and di… haha.. =p

87. Have you ever been to Egypt? Nope

88. Have you ever been in a car accident? NO!!! *Touch Wood*

89. What is your favourite day of the week? Friday!!! Hahahaha =p

90. What is your favourite perfume/cologne? Raugh Lauren, 212, Gucci, Miracle…

91. What do you do when you are bored? Friendstering, Blogging, listen to music, sleeping, watching TV

92. Have you ever been in trouble with the police? So far nope..

93. What is your favourite number? 1 or 7… I thought I answer it before?

94. Where is the furthest place you are going to send this message? Send what msg?

95. What toothpaste do you use? Colgate

96. What is your middle name? middle? Hoi..

97. Were you named after anybody in your family? Nope..

98. Have you ever kept a secret from anyone? Yea, of course, who doesn’t?

99. What are your career aims for when you leave school/college? Do something interesting, something that I can learn a lot, something that I love!!

100. Have you got any final comments? I want to play somemore!! Haha…

Kinda Fun~

Ever been in love?: yeah..
Ever Had your heart broken?: yes.. very…
Ever cheated on your GF/BF?: not really..
Been cheated on?: dunno whether it is counted.. sort of..
Go back with them?: hmm…
Why or why not?: impossible..
Fall in love easily?: not really… depends.. but will in love deeply easily…
Wanted someone you couldn't have?: erm… had before…
Did you/have you tried?: erm… not obvious
Do you tend to see things as "Black & White"?: huh?? Erm… at times…
Been engaged?: nope
Been married?: nope
Have or want kids? If yes how many?: yes! Maybe 2? One boy one gal.. Haha =p
Long distance relationships.. been in one?: nope…
Did it work out?: never been in LDR before…
Can they work?: If there’s a will, there’s a way… depends on fate also of course…
Happy where you live?: yeah!!
if not.. Where do you want to live?: I’m happy with where I live now =D
Do you think you'll ever get there?: Again, I’m happy with where I live now!!
Happy with your job?: 50-50
if not.. what do you want to do?: yet to be find out… something more interesting I suppose…
Think you'll ever be doing that?: If there’s a will, there’s a way…
In a relationship?: nope *sob sob* =p
Happy there?: I am…
if not ... is there someone you want to be with?: Nope at the moment… Still waiting… =p
Think you'll ever be with them?: with who?
Fastest way to your heart?: feeling!!!!!! All depends on the feel~
Fastest way to get the boot?: huh? Don’t understand…
Would you wait for someone?: mm… maybe…
Would you want someone to wait for you?: why wait?


Have you ever...?
Snuck out of the house: nope.. I’m a good gal… =p
Gotten lost in your city: Always!! My sense of direction is the worst among the worst… Haha =p I’m learning ok…
Saw a shooting star: nope… wish to…
Been out of the U.S.: Never been to US before tho…
Had surgery: nope… *scared*
Gone out in public in your: hmm?? What is that means?
Kissed a stranger: Yerrr!! Of course not!! Yucks!
Hugged a stranger: NO NO NO
Been in a fist fight: no no…
Bitten your toenails: Gosh!! Nope… Yucks!!
Given yourself a haircut: ya… fringe… Haha…
Been arrested: nope
Done drugs: nope
Broken something that wasn't yours: Ya =p
Drank alcohol: yea… once in a while…
Laughed and had your drink (or food) come out of your nose: hahahahahaha…. Nope…
Pushed all the buttons on the elevator... past the age of 12: nope!! Notti!!
Made out in an elevator: Hmm???
Had sex or sexual contact in an elevator: yerrr… nope…
Seen a ghost: nope and I don’t wish to…
Swore at your parents: nope… and I won’t…
Kicked a guy in the crotch: no
Been in love: yes
Been engaged or married: nope..
Been to a casino: yup!
Been skydiving: nope..
Been bungee jumping: nope..
Went potty outside: hmm….
Broken a bone: nope..
Given someone a bruise: nope…
Skinny dipped: hm?
Ditched school: hmm???
Flashed someone: hm?????
Been to a therapist/Counselor: nope..
Done the splits: ???
Played a kissing game: no..
Gotten stitches: nope…
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one sitting: crazy
Bitten someone: nope..
Been to Niagara Falls: nope..
Gotten the chicken pox: yea… when I was standard 1…
Kissed someone of the opposite sex: yahh
Kissed someone of the same sex: nope…
Crashed into a friend's car: nope
Owned your own car: yups…
Ridden on public transportation (bus, taxi, subway): Kinda…
Been dumped: counted yes… an experience that I don’t ever want to recall of it again…
Dumped someone: nope…
Shoplifted: NO!!
Been caught shoplifiting: nope
Been fired: nope
Walked out on a job: not yet
Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex: no~
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back: mm… ya…
Dated someone you knew had stronger feelings for you than you had for them: dated?? Yea, just a normal outing…
Stolen something from your job: Stole what?
Gone on a blind date: noooo..
Lied to a friend: in terms of wat?? Not really…
Had a crush on a teacher while you were still in school: no
Been to the Mardi Gras festival in New Orleans: no
Slept with a co-worker: no
Have/Had children: nope
Seen someone die: nope.. I don’t want to…
Driven over 400 miles in one day: nope..
Driven cross-country: nope..
Been on an airplane: yeah~
Been on a train: Erm.. LRT counted?
Been on a Greyhound (or the like) bus: *blur*
Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (not the movie!): *blur blur*
Thrown up in a bar bathroom: ???
Played with fire on some part of your body: noooo
Eaten sushi: My favourite!!
Been skiing or snowboarding: yea~
Met someone on the internet... in person.: NO!!
Been in a mosh pit: *blurx3*
Had feelings for someone you haven't met in person: hmm?? Nope… how??
Taken nude/mostly nude pics of yourself: noooo
Posted such pictures on the internet/mailed to someone on the internet: Yerrrrr…. Nope!! Never ever!!
Been in an abusive (not just physically) relationship: ar…. Nope…
Tried to commit suicide: nope…

Alphabet word list
A name?: evonne
Best friend?: You know who they are!!
Coolest parent?: mine!
Did anything good or bad in life?: ya, of course..
Ever eat chicken with mustard?: hmmm….
Favorite pet: nope…
Go to any concerts?: Yea…. F4!!! Hahaha… Crazie~
Have any siblings: nope…
Is there anything you wanna change about ur family: It will be good if things can become better n better n better, anyway, I’m ok with what I have now
Jokes or riddles?: I love jokes…
Kirsten dunst or angelina jolie?: Jennifer Aniston
List your 3 favorite things in your room u can't live w/o?: radio, bed, mirror
Millions of dollars or ten trillions?: Ten trillions!! Wow!!
Name 2 names you wanna name you kids: Issac and Emma
Only one more... do u like this survey: ya.. not bad.. interesting!

Updates

Fri nite:
Ate Bak Kut Teh as dinner then second round @ Halo Cafe (our super favourite =p) Enjoyed the songs very much, especially the Gei Wo Ni De Ai Ai Yeah~ Hahahahaha... Happie~

Sat nite:
Went for dinner with my colleague at Bangsar - Banana Leaf!! My first time trying it and it is nice and kinda special!! hehehe... Good Try!! Then went for movie with him at MidValley - Stay Alive, supposed to be a scary movie, but...er...erm...ok...full stop. Haha =p And again, all I want to say is that, he is really a super good and caring guy... *wink*

Sunday:
Highlight of the week!!! Happie Yippie Birthday to THOMAS!!! WooooHooooo~ Hehe, got up early in the morning to give him a BIG suprise at his house, it is successful I would say.. Hahahahaha... Birthday Dinner at somewhere around cheras - SEAFOOD!! Yummy and the price is surprisingly reasonable~ Guess we will be going there again.. Huahuahua... AND!! Our second round!! *Drum rolls* - LUNA BAR!!! WoooooHooooooo!! A very impressive place with the romantic and nice environment and the super GREAT night view, Wow.. Just Wow!!! Simply love it so much and we will be going there again!!! This month? Ok, too over. Let's make it to first week of next month... Hahahahahahaha... =p Luna Bar!! Love it Love it Love it!!! And of course not to mention, we took LOTS of photos... Wahahahahhaha~

Mon:
Dinner @ Yuen Steamboat... I'm quite satisfied with the way we eat, neat and just nice!! Hahahaha... We really can finish everything that we took and not to mention that *BIG EATER* with 5-6 chicken wings inside her stomach... Hahahahaha... =p Secound round @ BJR (Ok, stop that or else I'll kick you out from the car.. Hahahahahahaha) Watched the football match - Italy Vs Australia, and I have to say this is the disappointing one... Just like what my fren said, Italy didn't win it, it's just that Australia lose it...

Tue:
Brazil Vs Ghana... Tabik to Ghana, I really respect them... *RESPECT*
Thumbs up to Brazil... Yeah!! Now I know why Ivan love Ronaldinho so much... So all in all, great players in great team!! *hehe*

Words can't describe my love towards them.. Just love them so so so much!~

Hope and Fear

Ok, I'm free now.. Hehe =p

There're lots of people asking me the same question these days, which is 'When is your turn to get a bf ah?' and there're lots of people telling me the same thing these days, which is 'You'll surely find your Mr. Right who will love you very very much soon'... Ok, what I want to say is, Thanks to you all! AND Geng, this is all because of you la!!! Hahahahaha =p

I found out something, now is not only the football season but the fall-in-love season as well.. Lots of my friends are happily in love now, and the consequence to me is, the same question being asked and same wishes being said over and over again... Thanks again!! Hahaha... What else can I say besides that??

Same like many of you all, I also thought that I will feel like want to get one too after some of my friends had found their better half.. But in fact, nope... I don't have this feeling... I'm actually surprise with what I feel right now... I thought I will feel like everyone of you might think what I'll be feeling... I thought I will feel left out... But nope, really nope... Of course there's definitely a BONUS to have someone love and pamper you, but this is not about you'll get it when you want it, at least not to me... I'm not that lucky, always not...

I'm not being pessimistic here, but who knows, my life might become miserable after I'd someone stepped into my life.. Why I want to let someone in and let him ruined everything again?? Relationship is the thing that I don't want to touch the most at this moment.. I'm very clear with myself about that... Things that happened these days proves it well, I'm more certain with what I'm thinking now... Why blocking people out so fast? This is what my colleague asked me... I just smiled to him without any explaination, because, I don't know how to explain...

It's not that someone who'd stepped in and out from my life that made me felt so, it is the experience that I'd been through that holding me back.. If the things that I'm seeing or hearing now is so familiar, is the ending going to be the same as well??

I know myself very well, I can't afford to feel the unbearable pain again. You know me very well, you know how deep I'll pour my love to someone, so why I want to back to the square again?

This is kinda sad, maybe... But, this is the only way to go... to protect myself...

Anyway...

I'm still a happy person after all... No worries ya!! *wink*

FIFA WORLD CUP 2006

Read darl's blog about World Cup, made me feel like want to blog about it as well... Haha... But all in all, my feelings is just the same as described by Ann in her blog... =p

Never thought that we'll be so into football, our hit topic of the month (and maybe months to come)!! Hahahahaha... FIFA World Cup 2006 will be the most unforgetable football season for me as this is my very first time to really watch a football match from beginning till the end, screaming and cheering, heart beats fast as though I'm the one who is playing down there and of course, most importantly, watching with my lovely gang and all sort of silly and funny actions and words we burst out during the match... That will be a great memory for me in future, definitely!!! Haha... I love especially the cheering part, we're like clapping hands and cheering and screaming happily!!! The feeling is just GREAT!!! Wow!! Just Wow!!!

And about yesterday match, Germany!! My idol man...!!!! Wahahahahaha... Their skill, their strategy, their attitude and their look (haha =p) really very good!! Ok, I'm not pro in football but I believe most of the people are satisfied with the result, you'll just feel that there should not be any objection to say that they shouldn't win in this match... They should win, They won and They deserve it!!! Wahahahahhahahaha!! Yeah Yeah!!! WooooooooHooooooooo~ Kekekeke... One thing for sure, the customers and staffs at All Star yesterday knew that we all support Germany as we all just can't help but scream and cheer loudly when they strike goals... So if you so happened to passby All Star @ MidValley yesterday and saw 5 gals watching football screaming laughing and cheering, Yes, Us!!! Haha =p

So gals, where is our next venue for the next match?? lol... Hahahahaha...

Football Fever!! Wow, Just Wow!!!

Random Thoughts

Today is a BORING day..!!! My works are all pending because of some people's delay and I know, my busy life will start anytime soon, most probably next week (hu~)... And what I need to do now is sit back and relax.. I'm kinda used to it huh, the extreme kind of working life I'm having now.. Either too busy or too free... Haha...

Was friendstering just now and it gave me a ilham to blog... Haha =p I was thinking, whatever that had happened, is happening or going to happen in our life is always full of uncertainties and surprises... It is always a question mark and you'll never know what is coming up next and whether it is something good or bad, it seems like a turning point in your life but it may not, you'll never know, something you once thought is very bad might turns out to be something very fortunate for you in future, you'll really never know...

Let's take the 'call me queen' case as an example, something not so happy happened last time, I was sad and down, I'll feel so because I really thought of give it a try but it turns out to be something very disappointing... But now, after all, come to think of it, I'm actually lucky that I'd escape from it or else, I will be really deeply hurt now, at this very moment... True enough, you will never know, I feel lucky for that but of course, I feel sorry for the 'victim' as well... Anyway, really, thanks for letting me out of this game at the very first place...

Besides, we really have to accept a cruel but undeniable fact that, some people's heart can actually change dramatically, he can call A 'honey' now and call B 'darling' at the next moment then declared to the world that he actually find out that he loves B the most, I mean, do you need to use someone's love to prove to yourself that you actually love another person?? It is not fair at all and not responsible as well... If you're not sure then just hold back all your feelings and strictly no commitment until you really find out who is the one deep inside your heart..

Hu~

Token of appreciation

It's a rainy morning... It's a rainy day...

My day start off with a very emotional mood... Long time never really chat with Geng (as you all know why *wink*), talked with her this morning when we're on our way to work, and beyond both of our expectation, a normal conversation like this moved me to tears...

I have to say that I'd been very emotional all these while... because of the conversation with my dear dear mummy last few days... I felt bad when the one I love worried about me... I felt useless to let her worry about me... I felt helpless for not able to make her believe that I've grown up, I know how to think maturely and take care of myself independently... I can feel her concern, care, worry and love towards me especially in these few days... I'm blessed, I'm touched and I'm really appreciate that... Words couldn't describe my love to her... Love her lots and Love her always... *Hugs & Muacks*

And, To Geng,

I know you'll be reading this, you know how happy am I for you about your good news.. Although I've been saying you 'over' these days but in fact, I'm very pleased in my heart to see you so happily and sweetly in love.. That's the another side of Geng that I haven't seen before... I didn't really express it out as I don't think I need to do so... This is the communication between our heart, the magic that only happened between both of us, I know you can feel that... And as you know, only people who are close to my heart able to make me cry in front of them and make me show my feeling deep inside my heart to them, YOU are definitely one of them and it had been proven this morning... And your msg this morning again made my eyes filled with tears (which made me lie to my colleagues that I'm having flu... =p) I don't know you can write something so touching... *touched* Love you lots Geng... I don't need you to purposely spare some time for me or what, just do what you wish and want to do, just be with the one you want to be with, just be happy, happy and happy, that's all I want from you... As I said, the connection between us will always there, no matter where you are, it will always there... And... I'm really touched with what you said this morning... Love you lots!!!

Alright, let's talk about something happy... Gave the father's day present to my dear dear daddy this morning, and I really should record down his expression... Hahahaha... I can feel that he really love it very much, he touch it, see it, turn it around again, again and again... And he keep on smiling... To see the smile on the face of your loved ones is happiest feeling in the world!!!
Love him lots... *Muacks*

I never know that my feelings and heart are so carefully taken care by you all... I'm touched and blessed... Thanks so much! Love you all with all my heart, always...

Uncertainty

Uncertain... Uncertainly... Uncertainty...

Our Fantastic PD Trip

Sun:
Supposed to wake up at 5.30am as we planned go for dim sum at 6.30am then off we go to PD... But, due to the heavily rain, due to our unwillingness to wake up (which is the main reason) *haha*, we ended up with having dim sum at 8 something then off we go to PD at 9 something... Chatting, listening to music (Track 6 and Track 12) hahahahahahahaha, singing and laughing inside the car when we're on the way to PD... Happie~

Just a blink of eyes, we'd reached PD!!!!!! Beach!!!!!!!! Wow, Just Wow!! We're so excited as this is the first time we go for holiday at the beach!!! While waiting for check-in at our Bayu Beach Resort, we went to the beach to have a walk and as usual, we took lots of pics!!! *Mm Hou Bei Kui Teng* hahahahahhahahahahaa... We buried our slippers with the sand, we made our trademark, we laughed out loud as if nobody is around, we're just too excited with everything in PD (as if we never been there before) hahahaha...

Check-in at 12 something, rest and chit chatting inside the apartment... The feeling is really great, with the just nice weather, chit chatting and resting with your beloved gang... We don't have to do much or play much games, just rest and listen to music, and that is really more than enough... Very relaxing and really, this is really a pressure-free trip where I don't have think about any problems and I'm just enjoy myself there to the maximum with my lovely gang... It's just Fantastic!!!

Went to Corus Paradise in the afternoon and I really have to say that the scenery there is really nice... Took some photo there and of course, laughed a lot as well because we'd a hyper-active friend here... Hahahahahaha....

Went to the beach again at around 5 something and start swimming... Started to play games like tut-tut train and splashing the water to each other (actually only to Thomas) but we are all failed to attack him... I think he had been trained how-to-splash-water-to-people before, we're all helplessly attacked by him but it is really FUN!!!!! Laugh, Laugh and Keep on Laughing only...
Fun~

Took our seafood dinner at I-don't-know-where-is-it... Quite nice the food there and very full as well... Hahahahha... Prawn, Crab, Kangkung belacan and Fu Yong Egg... And also the SATAY!! hahaha... After dinner, we went to Guoman to enjoy the night scenery there and you know what, we're from UK... (Thomas:Zho Mi Gai Ar?) Hahahahahhahahahhaahhaa... Down-graded again... Hahahahahahhahaha.... Took some photo there and we went back to our Bayu Beach again...

Played lots of games in half an hour time... Hahahahhahaha... with those shaking body, Zen Me Gao Da? and yea~ Laughed until I couldn't breathe well... Oh ya, at this time, Geng is already on phone with her darling... So 3 of us went down with our Lychee Juice, Twisties and Pringle, chit chatting, enjoying the windy weather and played the chili chop chop game... Really cannot tahan with Thomas, laughed like anything when playing that game... And yes, at this time, Geng is still chatting with her darling... so now you know, this is cheong kei seng 1... Hahahahahahahhahahaha...

Mon:
Woke up at 7 something in the morning, went for breakfast which is provided by the resort... Went to Guoman again, and Wow, the scenery there is very nice as well... Can hear the sound of the waves, not much people there and we took lots and lots and lots of photos... Back to our apartment at 10 something, rest the check-out at 12pm...

What can I say about this trip?? Holiday with Darl Ann, Geng Geng Geng and Thomas means non-stop laughter, non-stop chatting, relaxing, pressure-free and superb FUN!!!

Love you guys a lot and can't wait to see the photos...

Ok, Let's plan for our trip to PD this weekend... Hahahahhahahahhaa... Too over~

女人心事

东区的咖啡座
幽暗的沙发里
总有几张熟悉的脸
那种聪明带点防卫的气质
想放弃却又不甘心的样子

越过她的肩膀 空洞洞的视线
摩登女子 灰色心事
那种以为自己什么都可以
喝了酒却又哭得像个孩子

我听见(爱我的人在哪边)渴望的泪
我看见(伤心的故事一遍遍)我的从前

曾经我也痛过我也恨过怨过放弃过
在自己的房间里觉得幸福遗弃我
如果没有分离背叛的丑陋
怎么算是真爱过

请你试著相信
一爱再爱不要低下头
别怕青春消逝
就不信单纯的美梦
我在这岸看着你游
为你的坚持感动

你会的
有一天会幸福的

一首会让我眼眶泛泪的歌。。。

给我你的爱

等待一点一滴　你对我感到安心
感觉朋友关系　有了新的默契
便利商店里　谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在　喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱　让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱　手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里　有我的拥抱

我的最大幸福　是发现了爱上你
灵魂有了意义　用每一天珍惜
便利商店里　谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握 在喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱　让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱　手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里　有我的拥抱

雨和天空也有　相爱的可能
望着你的微笑　情不自禁
给我你的爱　让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱　手拉着手不放开
就算地球毁灭　来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里　有我的拥抱

这是一首我很爱的歌。。。
一首很浪漫，却让我有心痛的感觉的歌。。

I'll love again

It used to be life was one big dream
and the time we spent together
got me through each day

Then my days grew dark
and my dream faded away,
cause now you are gone
and once again I'm left all alone

You broke my heart like no one
else could ever do and you lied,
still I had faith and I trusted you

Even though now our love
has came to an end
I know in my heart that you'll
pass and I'll love again.

I'll Love Again
by Paula Bennett

原来

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步 拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我 会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净 我也会 不留一点痕迹

说故事也要像是真的 可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句 一句话 掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我 很难入睡

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净 我也会 不留一点痕迹

原来。。。

假装

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
就像街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
就像街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟
相信时间 是唯一解药
视而不见 傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐


一首我好爱也很悲哀的歌

你那么爱他

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个美好风景
只是他早已离去

直到你想通
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊

你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔


两个男人的合唱，竟能如此的感动。。

Happy for her too ^_^

*Muacks*

Just want to say...

LOVE YOU DARLING ANN...

Muacks!

Love is a language that every heart can understand

Chat with Annie and Ann, heard some sweet stories from them.. Wow, what can I say?? I'm really happy, when there's something happy happened to someone close to you, you will just feel superb happy and excited about it although it don't really have anything to do with you... Haha...

But in the other way, it recalled me of something as well.. Don't ask me why is that so?? I don't know... It will just suddenly pop up in my mind as if someone press the 'play' button and everything start playing in my mind... I can't get rid of it..!!! HOW??!!! There're something that I know there's no way to believe it but it stays in a tiny corner of my heart all these while, hoping it to come true.. I just couldn't get rid of it...

~Ima wa mada kanashii love song, Atarashii uta utaeru made~

Good News

Heard a good news from Ann today morning... Wow, really a good news!!!!! Hahaha... I just feel very very happy after heard the good news and I'm like, just smile whenever I think of it... Maybe a bit too exaggerate but Wow... Just Wow..!!!! Hahahahaha... Excited man..

Talked to one of my friend just now, about his relationship problem... Really wish their relationship can be strong enough to go through this... I can feel that he really love his gf a lot...

My FAVOURITE Song

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
Wasuretaku nai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever...

English Translation

the last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how

you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

A Fruitful Weekend

Friday night:
Went for dinner at Italianese @ The curve.. Yummy food with nice environment... The service there is very good as well!! Like it!! Then went for second round @ Winter Warmers, glad to know that they all love that place, especially Darling Ann, she mentioned that in her blog and I just feel that, Ya, that's exactly how I feel when my first time been there and Wow, they love it too... Hahahahahaha... I love the Ice Mixed Fruit Tea there...*wink*

Saturday:
Morning went to Rawang to visit my grandpa... I'll have heartache everytime I go to visit him... Really hope he can get well soon... Reached home at 3pm++.. Went out again with my dearly gang at night... Went to Halo Cafe and I really have to say that, the singers, which are also our all-time favourite singers at Halo, are really SUPERB!!!!!!! Wow!! Just WOW!!! Really speechless... I'm really impressed with their every performance... *Thumbs Up* and *Clapssss*

Sunday:
Went yam cha @ First Station.. Talked a lot, mainly about Geng's topic... And when we're on our way back, 'something unexpected' happened... *haha* It is about the Tai Pully in Geng's car... How should I describe the situation at that time?? Kelam Kabut but still we can make fun of it... Hahaha... At night went for dinner @ WongKok...

Monday:
Replacement Holiday!! No need to go for work!! Yeah!! Haha... Went to Secret Recipe from 12pm until 630pm++ Wow... Met Andy, he sat beside me and we chat for a while... This is the first time we're so close to each other since we broke up... I'd mixed feelings when I looked at him in such a short distance... He is someone who used to be so close with me.. He is someone who I'd once love so dearly... But he is not that someone anymore...

Lessons of life

Do you know what is the most horrible thing that could happen in the working life? It's not about the workload, it's not that when you gotta meet the deadline, it's not that you need to work until late night, it's when you got colleagues who are trying to think of different ways, looking for different chances to pull you down... I'm not talking about my colleagues in my office, you all know who I'm referring to...

You know sometimes, I just couldn't understand what is the point people want to do so?? What makes them or what force them to do so?? It's not like I will threaten their promotion or increment or whatever.. Ok, it's fine if you want to prove that you're efficient but please, not in such a way.. Cunning!! Selfish!! Kia Si!! Kia Su!! ARGH!!!

I think what my colleague said is right, just shoot them back, no need to cover up for people like this anymore, it's not like they will appreciate you... But what is the point making the atmosphere so 'tensed'???

ARGH!!

p/s: Today is my 1st year anniversary working here.. Should I celebrate it?? Haha...