Random Thoughts

Today is a BORING day..!!! My works are all pending because of some people's delay and I know, my busy life will start anytime soon, most probably next week (hu~)... And what I need to do now is sit back and relax.. I'm kinda used to it huh, the extreme kind of working life I'm having now.. Either too busy or too free... Haha...

Was friendstering just now and it gave me a ilham to blog... Haha =p I was thinking, whatever that had happened, is happening or going to happen in our life is always full of uncertainties and surprises... It is always a question mark and you'll never know what is coming up next and whether it is something good or bad, it seems like a turning point in your life but it may not, you'll never know, something you once thought is very bad might turns out to be something very fortunate for you in future, you'll really never know...

Let's take the 'call me queen' case as an example, something not so happy happened last time, I was sad and down, I'll feel so because I really thought of give it a try but it turns out to be something very disappointing... But now, after all, come to think of it, I'm actually lucky that I'd escape from it or else, I will be really deeply hurt now, at this very moment... True enough, you will never know, I feel lucky for that but of course, I feel sorry for the 'victim' as well... Anyway, really, thanks for letting me out of this game at the very first place...

Besides, we really have to accept a cruel but undeniable fact that, some people's heart can actually change dramatically, he can call A 'honey' now and call B 'darling' at the next moment then declared to the world that he actually find out that he loves B the most, I mean, do you need to use someone's love to prove to yourself that you actually love another person?? It is not fair at all and not responsible as well... If you're not sure then just hold back all your feelings and strictly no commitment until you really find out who is the one deep inside your heart..

Hu~