Emptiness

Have you ever have a feeling where you feel emptiness in your heart?? It's not that you don't have the person you love and care around you but somehow, you just felt that emptiness inside you...

It has nothing to do with lonely as it is definitely not fair to say that you're lonely when you've your lovely family and bestest buddies around you... It is not about being alone as well, as you can still feel that emptiness even though you'd your noisiest friends with you at that very moment...

Maybe it is because of I couldn't catch the thing that I want... Maybe it is because I couldn't reach the place that I wanted to go.. Or maybe, it is because of I don't even know what I want or where I want to go... I had this feeling yesterday night when I'm out with my colleagues... A night that I'm very looking forward to for the whole week... As per expected, we're having fun, we really do... But the unexpected feeling of emptiness is there as well... A feeling that shouldn't be there, especially when I'm with my colleagues, you know how much I love to hang out with them...

Is it because of the 'someone' who always won't fail to affect my emotion again?? I don't know.. But if this is the reason, then I'm really a total failure...

~If there's one thing in this world that I know is true, It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you~

Mood Swing season again...