So long.. Farewell.. AT..

I don't know how to describe my feelings now.. Yes, I'm actually glad that I finally made the decision, to leave this place, everyone support and agree with my decision as if I should've do this much much earlier, I'm actually kinda excited about what is coming up next, how my future would be and all but now, at this very moment, I'm being sentimental again..

I've been working here for one and a half year.. I'm the fourth person who join this newly set-up company, seeing the company grow, seeing more and more people coming in and seeing more and more people leaving.. From 4 persons to 10 persons and now back to 4 persons left.. Funny huh..

I missed the moments when a gang of us go for lunch, forcing each other to drive, eating, teasing and laughing.. I missed the moments when the clock ticks to 5pm, all of us will be very alert listening to our favourite music coming from far which indicating that Auntie Soya-Bean is on her way then all of us will be waiting for her downstair, buying our drinks and snacks, chit chatting with the auntie and enjoying our tea-time.. I missed the moments when every morning we go for breakfast far far away, just to avoid seeing 'someone' early in the morning, updating each other the latest info we all got either about personal or company.. I missed the moments I saw everyone in my msn lists, we gossiping and chatting through msn, the moment when we act hardworking typing on the keyboard, laughing ownself in front of the monitor.. I missed our weekly gathering that will never fails to make me laugh my lungs out.. I missed the drinking session with them, they're the one who trained my drinking skills.. I missed everything and everyone here..

Yap - A very straight-forward but caring guy.. He loves to eat and you can never fight with him when talking about money.. Money is his everything BUT he is not a kedekut guy.. He is the one who helped me the most and he is the one that I will look for whenever I face difficulty about my work.. He is my msn-kaki as well, I chat with him the most during working hours.. And I can really feel that he cares for me a lot.. a lot.. He is the one who downloaded all my favourite songs and then send to me so that I won't feel boring in the office.. 'Helping you is my pleasure' is what he always telling me whenever I thank him for his help.. And oh ya, he is a human map.. Just look for him when you're lost.. haha.. A great friend of mine and so, you can imagine how angry I'm when he was forced to leave that time.. But I'm happy for him that he found his better life out there.. Best wishes to him.. =)

Ho - He loves to call me Darling.. haha.. 'He is a very warm person' - that's how we used to describe him.. You'll know when you talked to him.. A person who knows how to have fun but he can be very responsible and serious when comes to work.. He loves to play but he got his own BIG BIG plan in his mind for him to implement.. I know.. We all know.. He can be a very successful businessman in future.. And ya, don't try to challenge him, he is a very daring guy!!! Haha.. And one more thing, he loves his wife a lot.. hehe..

John - Our Superkong.. He loves to introduce himself as Superkong and he is very specific with it.. Super and kong cannot separate, the letter 'k' of the kong must be small letter and the letter 'S' of the Super must capital letter.. haha.. But we love to call him 'blow-water king' cos he loves to blow water.. Wahahaha.. He is really good in that.. haha.. He is very caring and helpful as well.. A very simple minded kind of people and he is really straightforward, he will just voice out whatevet that is in his mind.. Very very helpful, whenever I ask for his help, his reply will definitely be okokokokokokokokokokokokokok.. repeatedly.. haha.. He is the one who always organise all kind of activities for us, very willing to help whatever that he could help.. A very nice guy.. =)

Cheng - A super funny guy, my Cheng Kor Kor.. He loves to call me Evonne Jie Jie.. He is the one who made me laugh my lungs out, together with his superb partner - Ng.. Both of them really good in making fun and all kind of crazy jokes.. Their imagination are beyond everyone's expectation.. I love to talk to him a lot.. He is my best mate, we can just click together.. He loves to joke, high standard kind of joke, not much people can actually catch it and that is why we can click together.. *wink* He is also a very daring guy and everytime when he did something that no one else really dare to do, I will be telling him - 'you're really steady.. I respect you!' and then he will be saying - 'Please don't try this at home' with his action face.. Hahahahahahaha.. I really laughed like anything, he never fails to make me laugh like a crazy whenever I talk to him.. He is always the latest who come to work and he claimed that he is NOT LATE, he is just utilise his benefit and the consequence of utilise his benefit is that he need to go back late.. I really miss his action and the way he said - Astalabika (means byebye) to us.. And ya, he is a good looking guy.. *wink wink*

Ng - He is the one who talk and joke the most, never fail to make us laugh like anything especially together with his superb partner - Cheng Kor Kor.. He is helpful, good listener and nice.. He can mix well with anyone of us and he is just a Super Nice guy and that is the reason why everyone loves him.. Everyone loves to hang out with him and talk to him.. I'm definitely not being bias here but he is really the one who make our office more lively.. A very active guy.. He is the BEST and all in all, he is my SPECIAL and PRECIOUS one.. *blush*

Jason - Getting closer with him after he left.. Weird huh.. hahaha.. He joined us for few months only and he is quiet, that is the first impression he gave me.. but after he left, he join us for yamcha and all, we msn and emailed each other and that is when we getting closer with each other.. He is a joker as well.. hahaha... He claimed himself as AT's Yau Yu and Fried Sotong after he left.. hahahaha.. Making fun of himself just to make everyone feels better I guess.. Sigh.. But I'm glad that he finally found a job.. He is very happy and you can actually feel it from his msn nick - yau yu fan sang... Wahahahahahaha... Funny!!

It's impossible to jot down everything here BUT each and every moments that we had together will forever stays in my heart and will definitely put a smile on my face whenever I think of it.. I'm grateful to have them in my life.. They're all kind-hearted and sincere.. They helped me a lot, taking good care of me, protected me a lot.. I love them all.. and I'm going to miss them crazily..

Astalabika~

Happie Yippie Birthday to darl darl *winky wink*

Dear darl darl,

Just want to let you know that you're my PRECIOUS and forever darl.. I want to celebrate your every birthday with you for the years to come!! Love you lots!! Darlingship forever ya!!

Happy Birthday!! *Huggies+Muacks*

Love,
darl darl

A Romantic and Memorable Christmas celebration

A very special and memorable christmas celebration for the year 2006...

24/12/2006
Our day start off with our breakfast at KimGary.. Wow, long time didn't go for breakfast at KimGary and as usual, it is super crowded AND not to mentioned, it is super duper CROWDED in MidValley although it is only 10.30 in the morning, my jaw dropped to the floor when I saw the crowd.. Gosh, how I wish I'm the owner of MidValley.. =p

We wanted to get something for each other at MidValley and we planned to buy it together - something memorable and both of us have to like it very much as well.. We don't planned to buy something expensive, just something which is memorable and will leave a sweet memory for both of us will do, something meaningful.. *wink* But it is never an easy job, something that I like but he don't like, something that he like but I don't like.. But I really have to say that the process of choosing, talking, chatting, laughing, teasing, commenting is really good.. It seems like what we got at last is not really that important anymore but the way we communicate, the way we put each other as our first priority, the way we love each other.. =) It is simply indescribable and I just love it.. I know we both enjoyed it very much.. =)

And at last, we spotted something that both of us like very much - Doggy (not real one of course).. A very very cute and irresistable doggy.. We bought two and I think the smile on our face is too obvious until the cashier also can notice it.. haha =p We love the doggy very much.. And this is not the end yet, we went to Kid's department to buy little shirt for our doggy.. Wahaha.. (Sorry darl, don't mean to copy your idea but if a monkey can wear clothes why can't my doggy?? Wahahahaha =p) It is another funny and sweet memory choosing clothes there, we laughed like anything with all kind of crazy comments AND we're as if choosing it for our own kids.. hehe.. We bought 2 same shirts with different colour - blue and pink.. And we both were very satisfied and happy with it.. hehe..

And at last, we went to Jusco and bought 2 erm.. champagne glasses?? whatever it calls and bought sparkling grape wine.. At first we thought of buying champagne but I prefer sparkling grape wine, it taste more good and most importantly, it does looks like champagne as well.. Wahahaha.. =p

Reached home around 6.30pm (can you believe we actually walked for 8 hours there?? Gosh!! My leg was so PAIN), tiring but feel contented.. The first thing we do is ~ Put on clothes for our doggy.. hehe.. Pink one is me and Blue one is him.. One word to describe - blissful.. =)

In order to avoid from the crowd out there, we ordered PIZZA with CHICKEN WINGS for our dinner!! Yummy!!! We finished it all!!! 3 pieces of Pizza and 2 pieces of chicken wings.. YUMMY!!! We switch off the light, on the spotlight and also turn on the christmas songs.. It is as if a candle-light christmas dinner.. Romantic and FULL!! wahahaha.. =) And when the clock ticks to 12am, we enjoyed our sparkling grape wine and wished each other Merry Christmas.. I felt blessed and contented.. =)

Awwwwww... So sweet~ *wink*

P/s: My blue doggy is with me now and the pink one is with him.. =)

Just my blablabla..

Darl darl will be going to S'pore tomorrow nite, I believe she will have a super fun and enjoyable christmas and birthday celebration there with her beloved dear and family.. So happie.. =) The very last time I went to S'pore was... erm... when I was standard six!! Wow.. 10 years.. Felt like want to travel to somewhere else.. Love travelling.. =)

So darl darl.. enjoy yourself to the fullest ya!! Miss ya.. *wink*

It's 5.30pm now, another half an hour to go!!! And I'll be on leave tomorrow!! WooooHoooooo!!! Happieeee!! =) Another week to go and I'll say 'So Long, Farewell' to AT.. I'm happy but I felt sadness as well.. I felt released but I'm worry.. Contradict huh.. I wonder how my future will be.. I wonder how my future company and colleagues will be.. but anyway, I still have to go through it and experience it all by myself.. No point standing still and keep worrying, it doesn't help at all and what can I do is just.. do my best and hope for the best.. that's all.. =) I'm quite looking forward to it actually.. I really do hope that will be a better one.. I'm just too pessimistic sometimes.. =p

Do you know ever have a feeling when you felt something is just too good to be true? Yea again, I'm pessimistic.. But when things going too smoothly and lovely you will started to doubt is there something going wrong somewhere which you don't know.. Argh.. I started to have this feeling recently and I know I should STOP it.. **RED LIGHT** Yes, I shouldn't think so much I suppose, just relax and enjoyed whatever I have now.. I feel grateful and I cherish everything and everyone with me now.. I hope I can forever hold it tight and I promise I will always appreciate it.. **pray pray** =)

15 mins to go and now my WMP playing the joyful christmas song - Jingle Bells.. Happie..!!!

Oh ya, one of my colleagues from Penang called up and tell me he is very sad that I'm going to leave soon.. and the problem is we don't even talked to each other more than 10 sentence.. That's funny.. haha.. but anyway, I appreciate that.. And those colleagues who are close with me also called up to chit chat with me these few days.. All of them promised to bring me to 'big eat big drink' in Penang if I'm going there.. Hahahaha... We exchanged hp number and all.. I felt warm.. really.. hearing them shouting and talking over the phone with me.. And I know, I don't have to worry if I get lost in Penang.. Wahahahahha... =D

Ok.. that's all for today.. Wish you all have a wonderful day!!

The Cuppy Cake Song ^_^

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye

And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear

Cutie!! Love it!!

Christmas is on the way!!

Christmas is just around the corner!! I love Christmas although I'm not a christian.. I love the beautiful decoration, the atmostphere and especially the songs!! All in all, it is the joyful feelings that you can strongly feel especially on Christmas!! WoooooHooooooo~

I'm playing Christmas Songs now in the office and it can really make me feel happier, it is just too bored here.. I miss them.. so much... I'm sure if they're here, they will sing the Christmas songs together and make all kind of crazy jokes around.. And also!! Plan some activities for the Christmas celebration!! Hope can meet them up again by this year.. Gonna plan something.. keke.. *wink*

And yea, birthday celebration for darl on Saturday night @ 7ateNin9 was a successful one I would say.. The food is so-so, the service is good and they're really friendly.. TOO friendly.. Haha.. =p The atmosphere and all are good too.. Everything is under control, as per what we planned but it was really a tiring day.. Rushing here and there, and it was so terribly JAM!! I was so impatient inside the car.. Thanks to him for acc me go here and there, as long as I have him with me, I know everything can be done.. =)

For further details, please refer to darl's blog.. =p All in all, we all had an enjoyable night and I do really hope darl is happy with what we'd planned and prepared for her.. Love you darl!! *Muacks*

The next highlight - family dinner on Sunday night @ 1117.. *wink wink* It was another tiring day for us and I do not know he can cook!! Hehe.. I'm impressed.. He offered his help and he really help out every little thing.. He is just so helpful and nice and that is why I love him so much!! Hehehe.. *blush* There're compliments for him but I not gonna tell him about that, in case he will be too proud and flying in the air until couldn't come back down.. Wahahaha.. =p

What a contented and wonderful weekend I had!! =)

For my Special darl ^_^

Can't wait for tomorrow's outing - darl darl's birthday celebration!! Gonna take loads of photos and have loads of fuN!!! SevenAteNine - there we go~~~ ^_^

Darl darl - Really hope tomorrow's outing would be a blast and hope you'll enjoy to the fullest.. Special outing and Special place for the Special you from the Special Us!! WoooHoooooo!! I always believe that it's always the people who celebrate your special day specially for you that counts!! We love you always and we really hope you're happy with it.. Remember!! We love you and what we want to get from you tomorrow is your sweetest smile that we love so much!!! Love you darl..

Happy birthday darl darl!! Although it is a bit early but I insist, because I want to be the FIRST who greet you!!

Love you my precious~

*Ssmmuackkksss*

Happie

'You look stunning beautiful'

'Your hair worth a brand name'

That's the BEST compliment I've ever got..

Wahahahahahahhahaa... Happie!!

Bliss

Enjoyable holidays I had for the past 4 days but still, I had not enough of it.. Spending time with loved one is the BEST feeling someone can ever had.. Gosh!! I'm looking forward to my next 4 days off!!! WooooooHoooooooo!!!!!

Let me highlight some of the special events... Ah ha!! MY NEW HAIRSTYLE!! I'd perm my hair!!!!! That's a totally new look for me.. I think it looks good.. Some changes at least.. kekeke.. I've got some compliments and thanks for that!! I love my new hairstyle!! Next should be my CHINESE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!! All of our family members attended this celebration and of course, included HIM.. I'm really happy that he can get along well with my family members, everyone likes him.. *wink* Love my mummy so much as I know that is an expensive dinner and she said as long as I'm happy and it's all worth it.. She is lovely isn't she.. She is the SUPERB BEST mum and I love her with all my life.. Muacks Muacks.. And I gave her all the ANG PAU I got from my uncles and aunties, able to cover half of it, I'm a good gal too!! Hehe..

Talked to mummy the night itself, talked about lots of things and especially about how people tends to take things for granted and how people don't appreciates what others have done for them, what to do, they don't appreciate so we just don't give a damn.. I mean, it is really pointless to feel upset, we just do our part and I believe that there will be good return to us.. Mummy agreed and both of us are happy.. She is always very nice and kind-hearted person.. I love her and I want to be like her as well.. =)

A long holiday doesn't mean lost contact with my darl.. Still chatting with her on phone everyday.. *wink wink* And honestly, I really appreciate the kind of special darlingship between us.. She is as if with me although she is not physically with me.. All in all, I love you so damn much darling!! **Muah Muah**

Sometimes, you can just feel who is sincerely good to you and who is just trying to fake things with you for whatever reason (that only they themselves will know).. I will accept it all happily but I know who you are actually deep inside.. You couldn't make me feel sad no matter what you did because it just doesn't worth it.. I'll just continue living my life happily and you, living a meaningless life cracking your head to think how to make people feel worthless and yet, you failed to do so.. Funny..

And yes, I spent most of my time with HIM for this past 4 days.. Sweet!! He is a sweet guy!! And to my surprise, he understands me very well.. He know what I was thinking without me to actually speak it out.. He can read my mind, very very well.. Wow and just wow!! I'm suprised and at the same time I felt pleased.. I feel blessed to have him with me.. I feel grateful to have him showered me with all his love and care and understanding and everything.. I cherish him a lot.. and I love him so much so much wholeheartedly..

=)

Thank God It's Friday...

Wonderful night we had at Chillis, Mid Valley yesterday night.. As usual, the southwestern lamb with the bottomless Ice Lemon Tea and needless to say - the happiest and noisiest buddies.. Haha.. *wink* Happie!! Reached home and chit chat with my dearest mummy until 1am.. Haha.. Both of us were shocked when we looked at the clock which pointed to 1am and both of us woke up late today morning.. Wahaha..

Thought of want to MC today but today is Cheng's last day.. So I have to come and enjoy the last day working together with him.. Yesterday no government, my ex-colleagues came back, and we all chit chat through msn with my other ex-colleagues as well.. We were planning about tonight's outing and the discussion was super funny... The funniest msn chatting I ever had.. I really laughed my lungs out man.. Hahahaha.. Another great memories that will always be remembered.. hehe...

And yes, he had finally met all my family members.. And I'm really happy to have all the positive comments from them and the 'as long as Yan like then they will happy for me' saying.. So touched.. I love my po po.. hehehehe.. I'm grateful to have him, to have my family members, to have my lovely buddies and to have YOU in my life.. I feel blessed.. I'm happy, I'm feeling glad.. Hehehehehe...

And now, I'm looking forward to tonight's outing, my following four days off and also.. My darl's birthday!!! Yippieeeeee!!! *wink wink*

I felt something..

Few colleagues from Penang called up and asked when is my last day.. The news spread really fast huh.. Some of them are really good, I'm glad that they called.. At least I know I still have friends there.. Haha.. =p

Briefing my colleague in Penang about my job scope all these while as I gonna hand over most of my jobs to her.. A lot, really a lot.. Even I myself also surprised with it.. I can feel her pressure in her voice but I believe she can handle it well.. She is a very capable gal, just like me.. Wahaha.. All the best to her.. *wink*

I felt sad when I was briefing her just now.. There're so many things that I'd done all by myself here, the tracking, the system, the record, the procedure and all, it's all my hardwork and effort.. I'm proud of myself, really.. And I've to admit that I'd a wonderful time here.. I'm gonna miss my workstation, my everything here, all the happy as well as unhappy moments AND of course, my beloved colleagues.. Gosh!! I still got one month here but I started feeling sad to leave already..

Argh!! I really gonna miss all these a lot.. =(

Monday Blue.. Really a BLUE one..

Sad and down.. Sigh..

I know this is what everyone has to go through.. We meet and we left.. This is awful.. I want everyone BACK!! Argh!! I would feel better if they all are left for good, they'd found a better way out there but no, this all came in a sudden and they just had to leave with immediate effect.. The feelings is still pain tho we already knew about it before he announced it.. The feelings is still indescribable pain when my colleagues gave back the company handphone to me and telling me this is the first time he encountered this kind of situation, I can see the sadness in his eyes.. What can I do?? Argh!! I hate this feelings..

Just like what my colleague said yesterday, we're like brothers and sisters.. We worked together, we helped each other, we having fun together, we complaint together, we will be there for each other no matter what happened, we will always try to help each other at our best, we msn each other to get or inform all kind of latest news.. Many and many more great memories..
Laughter, gossips, teasing, chatting, snaking, the soya-bean time, the sharing music time and all and all..

Argh!! I miss those days..

I'm feeling down.. I feel like want to cry..

Sigh..

I love them very very much.. The friendship that we'd developed, I hope we could be forever friends.. I sincerely wish and hope everyone of us all the best.. Love them lots.. I'm gonna miss each of them very very much..

Something.. is not gonna be the same anymore..

Final Decision...

After few months of Yes, No and Don't know, I've finally made up my mind and guess what, I'm super happy and relief after I made the decision.. I'm feeling good.. Really.. I'm feeling good man.. Wahahaha..

Yes.. I'd resigned.. Yes... Finally I'd resigned..

I found myself really stupid for taking so long to make the decision.. Gosh!! What am I waiting for?? Can you actually believe that in an operation with only 8 persons, end up with only 3 persons left within one month time? That is ridiculous.. CRAZY!!!!!!!

And I really have to say that.. I've learnt a lot from this company.. Good or Bad, that is a lesson to learn..

Can't wait for my last day.. Wish I can find a much better job out there, and sincerely hope my colleagues can find their better way out as well..

Happy Friday!!