I'm Back...... to working life...

Oh well well well.. My long holiday has finally draws to an end now and I'll be start working on Thursday.. Not next thursday but THIS thursday!! Time flies isn't it?? I'm kinda excited and looking forward to my new job but at the same time I'm feeling sad.. No more woke up at 12pm, no more sleep at 3am, no more movies everyday, no more shopping everyday, and most importantly, no more 24/7 stick with him everyday.. I'm going to miss those care-free and pressure-free days a lot..

But just like what people said: Rest is a preparation to walk a longer and tougher journey.. Yea, a long long journey to go.. Anyhow, I know I can do it because I know my loved ones are with me.. Their presence always bring me courage to face whatever which is waiting for me ahead.. I love them lots..

I went to my workplace these two days, just to practice my driving skill as well as my sense of direction, haha.. you know how bad is my sense of direction.. and I started worry about the parking problem.. It's hard to find a parking lot there.. Gosh!! And the environment.. I started to doubt my decision to reject the job offered to be by JC (IBM building).. The environment at IBM is far more better than this one but come to think of it, why I rejected that offer at the first place? Because I believe the experience and knowledge I will be learning from this company will be far more better and broader and useful than IBM ones.. And the environment is not that bad though.. So.. I think I'm just being too pessimistic again.. And honestly, I feel much better after read the mail sent by my boss - Welcome abroad and It'll be a fun ride... Ha, well, I started to look forward to it again..

Yes, my emotion is just like roller coaster.. =p

Mm.. lately I read one of my friend's blog who has been failed and disappointed in a relationship, seems like she has been hurt badly.. Almost the same situation with me last time.. I know how she felt.. Believe me, if you want to get rid of someone in your mind, get rid of him from your life first.. You'll never get to forget him if you keep seeing him, meeting him, chatting with him.. You just treat him as your friend?? PLS DON'T LIE!! It's impossible.. You're just putting hope in him, hoping him to come back to you one day.. He will only take you for granted, fool you around but act innocently and feel proud deep inside that there're gals out there who keep begging me back.. I've met this kind of guy before.. The BEST thing you could do is live life better than him AND live life without him..

And now is the time you realise how touching and good your friends and family have been to you.. And you will also realise that you actually lose nothing, you just lost a guy who don't love you but him, he lost a girl who has once love him so much, wholeheartedly.. There're always lessons to be learnt.. And there're no right or wrong in a relationship.. The failure that you felt today will be a useful lesson in future.. You'll learn to be more mature and tolerate in future.. You'll learn to appreciate your loved ones with all your love.. You'll know who is the right one who deserves your love and care..

Last but not least, it's ok to let yourself fall as long as you know how to catch yourselves back.. =)

Time for lunch la.. Guess the next post will be my update about my New Job.. WoooHooooo!!! Wish me luck ya...

Stay tuned..

Good day ya!!