Insomnia is torturing...

Couldn't sleep well for last few nights.. and it is really torturing.. I felt like want to bang on the wall and get myself sleep.. Haha.. And it was more torturing when you couldn't sleep, and you feel like want to online and surf around and this turtle PC is going super slow, have to wait for 10 mins just to open Internet Explorer, can you imagine that?? And now I really feel like want to bang on the PC to make it totally spoilt and get myself sleep, instead of the wall.. Haha.. Was talking rubbish here.. And seriously, I feel like get myself a notebook, but not to think about it anymore as this idea was totally banned by everyone.. well ya, I won't use it that much when I start working.. Oh well..

I tends to think a lot these days.. really a lot.. which is a good thing as I can make sure my brain is working well although I'm not working now but it is a-not-so-good-thing as sometimes, think too much might cause people gone mad... I'm pessimistic although one of my New Year Resolution is to be more optimistic, I was trying hard.. really.. Not easy for someone who born to be so pessimistic.. I need more time, definitely..

Was looking through my photo album just now, our gang's photo.. Genting Trip, Bukit Tinggi Trip, at college, graduation, etc.. Good memories.. I was thinking, I wonder when I can see the same smile on each of our face again.. I miss those memories and those smiling face.. I miss those days.. Anyway, life is all about looking forward, we couldn't stop and turn back time right..
We still have to face whatever that we ought to face in future.. So.. just live life happily..

My aunt said I look fatter than before, I don't want to believe it but I know it is a fact when I looking through my photo album just now.. Ok, I'm not being 'Sulekha' here but... Gosh, I'm really getting fat already..

Oh ya, just received Jason's mail and feel so warm when he called me 'Von Von'.. Hehe.. That's how my ex-colleagues used to call me.. So sweet.. =)

Alright, that's all for today.. =)

Good night!!