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I want to get a good job soon!!! ARGH!!!

I'd went for an interview last Wednesday, which is the first time I nearly wanted to argue with the interviewer. Guess you all can feel my anger through my previous post. I wonder how the staffs there can stand with this kind of boss. Ego, no manners, not educated, brainless and etc. And this is the reason why the staffs there show that kind of face to him when talking to him. I think they're now aggresively looking for another job. For a middle-aged man as well as a Director of a company (it is just newly set up anyway), he should be a man full of knowledge and experience, at least, good in his communication skills. But the way he insulted, the way he talked and acted, I wonder anyone will respect him. I wish him luck in his future endeavour.

SHIT!!

He was like, do you think that with this kind of salary you expected, the other companies will offer you the job? Excuse me, I got few offer before, and according to Geng Geng who is now a recruiter, an increment of 15% is standard in the market now. AND also with his face asking me, with the business background, you looking for a customer service job? What?? Anything wrong with that??

And again, if you think I'm not suitable then just don't ask me to go for the interview. Wasting people's time!!

Hu~ I need to calm down..

Had been went for few interviews, but I really feel that the Luck is not with me. I need some good luck..

Now I know why people can be so depressing when they couldn't get the job. It is really quite depressing. The pressure is not from others, but from myself, deep inside my heart..

I hope I'll have good news in my next post..

Wish me luck pls..

My 'FEW' words for...

SOMEONE,
I'm not sure how you actually define whether someone is SERIOUS in looking for job. I think it is very unfair for me that you ACCUSING me for not serious in looking for job just because my expected salary is high for you and I have to tell you that, I'd actually got few offers which can offered me my expected salary but because of some reason, I'm not able to take it. And god knows how much I wish to get a job soon.

Because of my PAST experience, I'd been very careful in looking for jobs, I'm definitely not those who just simply click a job through jobstreet and then just go for the interview. I'd actually gone through the job description properly, browse through the website before I applied for the job as well as go for the interview.

I've to say that, income is something very important for everyone as everyone has their own commitment. Correct me if I'm wrong. And of course this will be one of the IMPORTANT factor that everyone need to consider before we decide to leave or whether we want the job. I believe that my expected salary is standard and reasonable AND I DID MENTIONED that my expected salary is NEGOTIABLE!! Can you understand the word NEGOTIABLE?? I understand that for some of the jobs that I've not much experience, I'm very willing to deduct a RM100 or RM150 if I believe that I could learn something from that job.

If you think that we should choose a career without considering the salary. Then I would suggest you to just sponsor your so-called systems to your clients since you feel that money is NOTHING for you. Then why SELL them??

AND CAN'T YOU JUST FRANKLY TELLING ME THAT MY EXPECTED SALARY IS SLIGHTLY HIGHER AND MAYBE WE CAN TALK OR DISCUSS ON THE BEST OUTCOME FOR BOTH PARTIES? Instead of insulting people or making people feel worthless??

And I don't understand why someone with Business Studies background couldn't apply for a Customer Service job. I think I can sue you for humiliation by the way you talked and acted.

Honestly, everyone have been keep telling how an interviewee have to behave when attending an interview. But I think the attitude of the interviewer is very important as well. I'm very respect and appreciate each of the interview which has been scheduled for me. But if you feel that I'm not suitable then just don't ask me to go for the interview!! For what?? To insult me? To make me feel worthless?? I don't think this is what an educated person will do.

I just want to release my anger..

Finished.

Listen - Beyonce Knowles

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen (mmm)
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won’t listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screamin out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own, my own

I'm back.......to Jobless life...

Yea.. It's so dramastic right.. Haha..

Not gonna tell in detail about the reason I left as I've been keep telling the same thing, for at least 6 times to different people.. I was like a story-teller yesterday.. The decision being made after some serious consideration and discussion with my loved ones, and I really have to say that Annie can't miss a chance to gao xiu, she is like, 'Leave la, leave only la' with her over-reaction face... hahahahaha.. thanks to her anyway..

I hope my decision is right, should use this time to find a more suitable one, instead of continue working at a place that I don't like, wasting time and I won't be happy too.. But I'm really quite disappointed as I'm really looking forward to this job and I'd prepared my best to work with this company too..

You know the feeling when you well preparing yourself for the brand new job, with full of excitement and anticipation.. and you've been let down all in a sudden.. The whole planning has gone..

I started to miss working life for the first time..

And now, I've to start all over again, job-seeking and interviews and all.. Gosh!!

My luck is not with me this time.. =(