Life goes on...

As you all know, it will become a weekly update when I started work..

Things are always awkward when you started go into a completely new environment, meeting up with people you never seen before and bla.. I'm still not really used to the environment and people there.. And I'll start making comparisons like, things will not be like this when I was in AT and so on.. It's not that I'm regret of leaving AT, it's just that I'm still not used to it and I feel not comfortable, strange, awkward, kekok and etc, it might be my problem that I'm always not that outgoing, it takes time, I think..

Despite the environment and people, I'm actually quite ok with the job scope, at least I know I can learn and I've been given some responsibilities and tasks which is really quite pressure but yet, I felt contented with what I'm doing.. So, I just wish I can learn as much as I can, to perform my best, to see the significant improvement in myself, that is what I can control, and this is what that I always hope to do.. For the environment and people, I guess what I can do is just to let it be... That's not something that I can control tho it is kinda demotivated in some way.. But we always can't get everything perfect, aren't we?

Gosh, I'm not feeling happy at all although I just need to work one more day and I'll get two days holiday for the labour day and wesak day, can you believe that? The environment and the job scope is really pressure me in some way.. Really hope I can get through this real soon, I know I can get used to all this as time goes by, but at this point of time, this awkward feeling I have everytime I go to work is killing me!! Argh!!!

I've been keep reading all kind of article about how to cope with this kind of pressure, and I really hope it can help me in some way.. Somehow, I found out that reading can actually help me to release tension, I wish I can read HerWorld or CLEO at office everytime I feel pressure at office.. haha.. And then, my marks in KPSi will get deducted and bla.. Gosh!!

and still, GOSH!!!