Happy 2008!!

Wow!! My first post in 2008!!!

Well oh well.. It has been a while and I always wanted to blog something here but because of the time contraint, laziness, inconvenience workstation, house pc always occupied by those who very addicted to luxor/zuma (yes, it's my mum) and etc, I always don't have the chance and it means the spider still staying in my blog comfortably - home sweet home..

I took half day today, and therefore, ya, that's why I am here.. Sometimes do you know what is the main purpose of working? Some people telling me you've to work because you need the money. Ya, true. Some people say you've to work because it means you're useful. Mm ok, acceptable. Some people say you've to work because you will feel contented in your life. Yes, agree. For me, I treat working as a learning stage. I always tell myself that at my age, no matter what task assigned to me, it is a chance and I need to perform my best in each and every task.

Sometimes through working, you not only gain the working experience but also something extra. Through working, I'm happy to discover my strength, I'm awaken to see my own weaknesses, I'm surprise with my ability to fight for something, I'm scared by the way I think sometimes, I'm worried the way I committed to something and I'm shocked with the way I able to observe something so rationally. Besides, I've learnt something from others as well, it can be colleagues, maybe clients, certain situation or even a conversation.

Yes. Working is definitely for the money, money and money!! (God knows how much I need $$$) But by knowing that I'm able to learn so much, it is part of my wealth as well. It has somehow made up a different me compared to last time. At least I know I'm not loitering at the starting point, I'm in the progress, although it is bit slow, but at least I know I'm progressing...

I'd once felt very unfair and unhappy with certain decision being made. But, try to think in a positive way. At least I know people can see my performance. At least I can hear some compliment from the professional ones. And most importantly, I can get my commission!! Fine then, I will continue do my best, as I know, bias or not bias - it is something beyond your control. And if it is something beyond your control, why cares? I rather live my life happily, and let them live their life the way they chose to be.

Ok. Back to my own life. Darl is going to get married this year end. Can you believe it? Our BIG baby - going to step into another stage of life. Wow!! I can only say this year is gonna be a happy, unforgettable and contented year for her. I know its bit too early, but time flies, so, Ann, happy for you and Happy Wedding!! (In case I will only blog another post in 2009) Wakakakakka!!

And, I really hope me and my Bf's future plan can be fulfilled. You know what, this is one of the biggest motivation for me to work. For our future, both of us have to work hard but as promised, we must live our life happily and comfortably. Even it is a burden, it also has to be the sweetest burden that we're willingly carry it with us. Think of him, think of our future, think of my parents, I feel blessed, although we're not as so lucky and rich as others, but still, I feel blessed. I'm grateful with what I had and please give me the power to retain it, and improve it. I will definitely do it wholeheartedly. =)

And ya, Teh went to New Zealand. What a tough decision that he has made but I'm sure he will gain and learn something there. Good for him! I believe I will see a different him when he's back. And wow, all of my friends seems like is on their way heading to the life that they want. It feels good isn't it. We'd all grown up!! Haha. How come I talk like an old lady now? Aiks. =p

Wow, it's a long one. Thanks for your time and your loyalty to my blog. Thanks for still browse to my blog even I'd not updated for so loooooong. You deserved a BIG KISS from me. *MUAH*

See ya!! Take care everyone!!